Bad Bad Girl

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2008-06-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

If you are still landing here from someone elses link. I'm here now.
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Bad Bad Girl

2007-12-02T07:15:00.000-08:00

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2007-11-04T07:28:00.000-08:00

I made some buttons that I'm quite proud of. So here they are, and here's the code too (thanks Daddy!!):

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I figured I must have pissed off someone to get flagged. But I can't imagine who. I don't get hate mail or negative comments. Either way. I will be happy in my new home, I just hope that I don't lose people. If you clicked through the 'objectionable content' warning, surely you will not mind clicking once more to stay with me.

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Update your links!!!!

2007-11-03T09:15:00.000-07:00

If you got here, then you had to click through the content warning. Ok, so with all that is out there on the internet, I have been found to be objectionable. What- the fuck- ever!! So with that, I'm finally moving to Wordpress. I've had the URL saved for 6 months.

Please come find me here.

note the new url. no longer "dirtylittlecockslut" - although you know I always will be. Please update your blogroll links and your favorites and all that good stuff.

Please be patient with me updating that site and if anyone knows how to maneuver Wordpress and is willing to help me- that would be so wonderful. I have the basics, but I don't know how to move pictures, and the links etc. bleh. this is a pain, and I'm afraid I will lose people. I'm going to keep this page up though.

The links within the wordpress blog will link back to this one.

See you there!!!

Ragdoll whore

2007-11-02T11:46:00.001-07:00

I can't stand this feeling. The anxiety that crawls with a thousand fingers up my spine and spreads over my chest. It pulls my breasts in and weighs on my heart. Gripping and twisting it. I need to retaliate, fight back. Break down.

Come here to me, run. Pushing me down. Forcing it upon me so I can fight you. I will fight you. Fight you hard with all I have and every intention of angering you. I need this. Need this tension release and physical contact. Need to feel in control, and out of control in the same shallow breaths. My demands are simple and explicit.

Fuck me.

Fuck me like you're never going to see me again.

Your cock pushing into my cunt, your knees open, pushing my legs apart. Laying on my body, weighing down on me as I thrash beneath you. Holding me down with a handful of my hair tangled in your fingers. Thrusting hard, harder. Faster. Cursing at me with each thrust. And while I struggle and bite at your shoulder that presses down into my chin, my nails dig into your back, pulling you in. closer. more.

I can't fight anymore. I am intoxicated by you, addicted. Craving my dirty fix.

Rolling on to your back- moving me on top of you. I spread my legs wide, knees bent, and fucking you so hard. Leaning back and digging my hips into you. Raising my self up and slamming down on your cock. Each thrust, releasing the demons inside me. Releasing the anger and frustration- the long days, the lonely nights. Rage, anger, fear. Take it all from me.

Our bodies bruising while we crash together. My body filling with sex. Tingling heat burning through me- meeting in the center. I can't wait any longer. I need to be taken. Now.

fucking NOW.

Throwing me off of you, you climb over me. Pushing your cock into my cunt, pulling my ass in the air. Your hands holding my face down into the bed. Fucking whore. Yes, fuck yes. Your cock- rigid and demanding, forcing your way into my body. Invading my energy. Replacing the crawling tension with searing hot sex. I am unrelenting, insatiable. Impatient. Lost in myself- unaware or unconcerned with you or your needs. I am just here to fill my own. I push back against you. The slapping of our bodies, mixing in with the grunts, the cursing. The drumming sounds of my heart beating out of control, waiting to stop.

Fucking whore. I hear you calling to me. You god damn fucking whore. I feel your hand on my ass, pushing a finger into me. Invading me further. Conquering my entire body. The fires converge deep inside of me. My sex is all that exists and my orgasm becomes my entire being. My skin feels as if it's separate from my body- and I lose myself. I feel rush of wetness pouring from my pussy. Soaking you. My body is thrashing wildly and I'm calling out- begging you. Please, don't stop. Don't ever fucking stop. Ever.

It feels like forever. My orgasm is eternal and lasts moments after you pull your cock from me and turn me onto my back. Moving up over my body, you jerk off into my face. Treating me like the dirty rag doll slut I have proven myself to be. Pushing your cock into my mouth and shooting your cum into my throat, and then pulling out and letting it drip on to my chin, my neck before pushing your cock back into my mouth to take the rest of your creamy load of cum. I suck down every drop of your cream, feeling energized, refreshed and so alive.

back for more

2007-11-01T18:47:00.000-07:00

The return of M.

His call came late Thursday night, I let it go to voicemail, but I listened to it immediately. Can I see you? he asked, tonight?- now. I sent him a text in reply.

Want it bad?

Yes, ma'am. Please.

I waited for 5 minutes. Knowing he was waiting- probably aching and already stroking his cock. Torturing himself by denial. It was so delicious. The thought of him, again. He was too good to pass up. Our last meeting was perfect. He came to me in the night, had me- hard and vicious. Overpowered, hungry, cursing, spitting, fucking like animals. His cock had torn into me so hard, payback for months of submission.

But he was hooked. I knew when he left that night, he was leaving for a while. But I knew he'd be back. He knew it too. He was not ashamed.

Be here in 15 minutes.

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I pulled on my new black panties and a black tank top. I opened my drawer and pulled out 'M's bag.' I slowly removed it's contents and laid them on a red towel on my bed. Hand ties. Blindfold. The cockring. The plug. The dildo. I ran my fingers over it, remembering. I was anxious to see him again- but I knew what he needed. Control.

He was not late. I knew he wouldn't be. He walked in and followed me back to my bedroom. I stopped in front of my bed, looking down at the spread of toys. I could feel him behind me. Undress, I ordered him. I waited until he was silent and I turned to face him. He was tanned, muscular- still perfect. My fingers ran down his chest, my nails gently scratching a trail down his body until I reached his cock. His hair was trimmed and clean. His cock was already hard as I wrapped my fingers around it and squeezed it hard. He groaned and leaned towards me.

Tell me, I whispered into his mouth, Did you miss it? I licked at his lips.

Yes.

I stroked him, my grip still hard, dry. Did you miss my hands on you? My mouth on your cock. My tongue? Did you miss it slut?

Yesss.

Is that why your back slut? Cause you can't get what you need anywhere else? What's the matter baby? Are you ashamed to ask.

He looked away.

You can't ask those other sluts for what you want can you? Gotta be the big man and do all the fucking- but who is gonna fuck you, huh baby? Who's gonna give M what he wants. You want me to fuck you baby? Fuck that sweet ass cunt of yours?

He groaned at the thought. His cock throbbed in my hands. His cock started to drip his sweet precum. I leaned it and licked it off the tip, tasting him for the first time in months. I didn't stop there, I took the thick head into my mouth and sucked on it. His cock was familiar and satisfying. I massaged it with my tongue and lips, rolling the head under my lips and stroking the underside of it with my tongue. I reached under and cradles his balls with my hands. I could feel him holding his breath. He knew. This is what he wanted, what he came back for.

Sliding his cock back into my throat, I gripped on to his balls hard. Ahh, the familiar feel of his balls, his deep groan, his broken breath. It made my heart pound in my chest. The next groan was of relief. Satisfaction and submission. I took his cock deep into my throat, squeezing and milking him. Throbbing and thrusting, he let me fuck him with my mouth. He knew better than to cum without permission. But could he hold out??

I pulled back to his protests. I stood in front of him and sat down on the bed. I motioned for him to come to me, on the bed. On your knees, baby... Moving behind him, I picked up the dildo and pushed it towards his mouth. Open. His lips opened and took the cock into his mouth. His eyes closed and he took it in. Almost as if he had missed it. He was familiar with this dildo. He had sucked it, fucked it. I watched him, egging him on. Mmm, that's my good boy.

I pushed the cock deep into his mouth, in and out slowly. My cunt ached watching him. I wanted to fuck him so badly, lay him on his back and ride his cock while I scratched at his chest. I wanted him to pound his cock into my ass, pulling my hair and calling me a dirty whore. Not yet.

Not this night.

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to catch up with M, see the links in the sidebar.

HNT.

2007-11-01T10:43:00.001-07:00

Happy HNT. Hope Halloween was fun. I had a nice time with the kids. I just love watching all the little ones dressed up. Who doesn't like some role playing huh??

This pic inspires some role playing huh?? Perhaps a good hard spanking from daddy??

Wanna play??

And go see Os to find out about this whole HNT thing.
Happy Half Nekkid Thursday!!!

pieces of

2007-10-30T21:26:00.000-07:00

I miss his hands. The way he would cradle my face in his strong warm hands and lean in to me, pressing his lips against mine. His lips pushing mine open and his tongue sweeping inside- just for a taste...of me. I am his weakness. His wine. I am the one he craves, the sex he desires, and the flesh he surrenders to.

I miss the scent of his skin. The way I can still smell his clean sweat on my skin after he's laid on top of me. After he's penetrated my body and I'm lost in him. After he owns me and surrenders to me. He is the my master and my slave.

He fucks me with abandon. Stripping himself of the tie that bind him. Releasing me from my demons and together we are whole.

I miss you.

Happy HNT

2007-10-24T21:11:00.000-07:00

This isn't me, but I did TAKE this picture of Lacey. We may not be seeing her anymore, well, YOU may not be seeing more of her. As for me, well, that's a different story.

Happy HNT!!

300

2007-10-23T16:06:00.001-07:00

This blog reached 300K hits today. In just over a year.

I fucking love you guys!!!

7PM

2007-10-23T09:57:00.000-07:00

He was working at the computer when I came into the room. He glanced over at me and smiled. I moved over to him and looked over his shoulder at what he was working on. I ran my hands over his unsleeved shoulders and rubbed his muscular arms. He smelled freshly showered, his cologne, warm and spicy. He smelled deliciously sexy. I leaned in to nibble on his neck. He stretched his neck so I could run my tongue the length of it and suck on his earlobe.

He reached behind for me and pulled me in front of him, I swept my leg over him and straddled his lap. He pulled me into a strong embrace, wrapping a strong arm around my lower back, pulling me closer so our bodies were connected. His other hand traveled up my back and grabbed my hair from underneath. He pulled my head back and lowered his mouth to my neck, leaning me backwards, and moving his lips down my neck to the curve of my breast. My hands held on to the back of his chair, which in turn forced my hips into his. His cock was hard and he let out a low growl to match my gentle sigh.

He pushed me to climb off of him so I raised up and started to move away when he caught my arm and pulled me back towards him. His hands moved up my shirt and he grabbed hard at my breasts, pulling my face towards him and kissing me hard, catching the corner of my lips- biting and pulling at my body.

Slowly the embrace ended and he caressed my face and left soft quick kisses on my lips. It took a moment to regain my composure and I almost forgot why I came into the room in the first place.

"Dinner's ready, baby."

What's your favorite??

2007-10-21T14:31:00.000-07:00

Based on my sitetracker, these are the most recently viewed posts.

Licking my pussy
Fuck me- It's Friday

These are based on web searches for keywords like:

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things like that.

It makes me wonder- what is your favorite, my darling and loyal readers. Is there anything that you look for when you come to my page (other than a new post). Do you comeback looking for something? Something to get you warmed up? Something to make you hot? Something to make you cum?

What's been your favorite? Talk to me lovers...

behind glass

2007-10-18T01:16:00.000-07:00

I could tell he was nervous. It was his first day here. His first performance. I was patient. They could not see me- but knew I was there. They could hear me, I could hear them. Two way glass.
Very few people knew of my dirty fetish, nor would they expect I would know where to go to watch such a thing- but every once in a while, I found myself back in the parking lot of this gay bar where I could go through a special door and watch what I came to see. I sat back in my chair sipping my martini and watching in silence.

They were two young men. Probably in their 20's. Tan, built, beautiful. They were sitting in a small room, on a bench. Kissing. Both in tank tops and loose fitting jeans. Jay worked the show room most weekend nights, but this new guy, Mark, was new. Mark had a rougher look to him, tattoos, a piercing through his eyebrow. As he kissed Jay, he looked reserved, almost uncomfortable. The kissing was held back. His lips curled inwards and he seemed uncomfortable. I smiled to myself. Perhaps Mark was straight. Maybe he needed the extra money and he knew this was quicker and more profitable that traditional means. You could tell that Jay was familiar with him. His touches seemed meant to reassure him.

Jay reached over and stroked Mark's cock through his jeans. Mark did the same, but with less enthusiasm. The continued to stroke each other until both cocks were hard under their jeans. I was fascinated watching Mark fight with himself as well as turned on by Jay's pursuit. He continued on, stroking and squeezing Mark's cock. He was undeniably interested in what Jay had to offer- but first he would have to want it.

Mark stood up and Jay quickly moved to his knees, pulling Mark's belt off and helping him step out of his pants. My fingers moved under my skirt at this point, running my fingers up and down the lace of my panties. watching, just watching. Jay took Mark's cock in his mouth, slowly. Just stroking him with his mouth, pushing him into his mouth and then withdrawing, leaving Mark groaning for more. I felt the swelling in my pussy- watching Jay move on Mark's cock. This was my secret deviance. Something I shared with nobody. I watched Jay's lips tighten around him. His cheeks caving in, sucking. His hands rested on Mark's smooth legs. His thumbs rested in the curves of his muscular thighs, gentle and unaggressive. His mouth however, continued to suck on him in a steady manner.

Mark appeared to be tortured. His cock was rock hard, throbbing and his hips thrust instinctively again and again into Jay's mouth. However, he was wincing- he looked uncomfortable, frustrated. Trying not to enjoy it, not to want it. His angst was making me crazy with desire. I wanted to see him break- see him grab Jay's head and fuck his face hard and furiously. His inner battle, his brain against his beast. He looked straight ahead, or up towards the ceiling- not wanting to look down to see Jay, handsome and tan, so deliciously enjoying his hard dick. I could almost read his mind, he was transparent in his struggle. Wanting to surrender, but afraid of what it meant. A lifetime of gay bashing all meant to hide his own desires, and even now when he was able to express it, he fought it.

I reached down and pulled a small vibe from my purse but waited to turn it on. My clit was aching from the tension. They could not see me, but they could hear my voice. "It's ok to want it." I taunted at Mark through the one way glass, "You want to fuck his mouth don't you? I couldn't suck that fat dick better myself."

He groaned and looked toward me at the glass. He was seething at me, but I laughed at him. Jay continued to suck him and he was stroking his smooth balls with his hands. Mark was in heaven, you could see it by the way his eyes occasionally rolled back and the way his lips would pucker when he was sunk deep in Jay's mouth.

"Mmmm, that's a goood boy. Let him suck that cock. You fucking want it, you love it don't you?" Mark grimaced again, but he didn't deny. "It's Jay's turn, why don't you fuck his ass for me."

Jay smiled and moved up Mark's sweaty body. They kissed for a few moments more, grabbing and jerking each other until Jay finally bent over on all 4's. His round hairless ass pushing against Marks hard cock. He pushed it and rubbed it against his ass. Stroking himself and grabbing his cock hard, squeezing his balls while his cock stayed rigid and wanting.

"It's ok baby," I purred at him through the intercom. "Nobody is watching but me." I leaned into the intercom, "and I know your secret." I turned on the vibrator and traced a line up my pussy lips until it touched my clit, "Fuck him, you want to."

He didn't answer but his cock jerked at the sound of my vibrator filling the small space where they were. He pulled a condom over his cock and pushed it into Jay. Slowly. Jay moaned out in ecstasy. Arching his back to take him in and pushed backwards. Mark moaned a deep and satisfied moan, throaty and thick- feeling Jay's asshole tight around his shaft. He rested his hands at his own sides and just thrust forward.

I was fast approaching my orgasm, but mildly amused by Mark's reluctance. He looked up at the ceiling, but his hands up over his head. Anything to keep the feeling of fucking Jay, without having to know he was fucking him. His body though, responded differently than his brain. His cock throbbed and pumped as far as it could with only thrusts. Jay pushed back against him, only causing Mark to pull back and then just give fast shallow thrusts, until he could take no more of his own torture and stick his cock into Jay's hot ass.

I taunted some more. I knew he wanted it. I knew he wanted to take control here, but he needed permission to do it. My legs were spread over each chair arm and I turned the vibe up a little higher, "oooh yes- Mark. That's what you want. You want to fuck him don't you. Fuck him hard. Finally, a hot ass for you to fuck. Do it, fuck, do it hard."

He hands hesitated a bit, resting first, one hand on the small of Jay's back the other on his own stomach. Then behind his head. He would look down briefly at Jay and I noticed hw would thrust a little harder.

I wanted to see it. I wanted to see him give in to his desire. Surrender to it and take what he wanted so, so badly. Thrust his cock, full tilt into Jay's ass and fuck him the right way.

"Grab him," I said through gritted teeth, my own orgasm building and burning at me. Jay pushing back on Mark's cock, begging him please. I could not take it much longer. Words poured from my lips. "Grab his hips and fuck his ass. Do it. You want to- fuck him. Come one, do it. Fuck'im- oh fuck." My orgasm started to peak as Mark finally gave in. His hands gripped Jay tight at his hips and he pulled him down. His cock pounding into Jay- viciously. Jay yelled out loud, moaning and cursing while Mark pumped at his ass. Nirvana was found for Mark- his head threw back as he pulled Jay to him and pumped his thick fat cock into him again and again, letting out a dirty growl with each thrust. I came hard, and loud, letting them hear me- knowing how much I was getting off watching them. It was the least I could do since they could not see me.

Jay was pumping his cock underneath him and Mark thrust a few more solid deep thrusts, a few more dirty groans, before he pulled his cock out and came all over Jay's back and ass. He groaned and gasped for air, but he was lost in it. Lost in his fantasy, free in his reality.

I quickly pulled my skirt down, shoved my vibe back into my purse and left the room.

HNT

2007-10-17T18:44:00.000-07:00

This is an older picture, but definitely one of my favorites. Want a hot read? Head on over to Sugarbutch where Sinclair has made me one of her stars.

'She moaned, knees weakening, hips dipping down to take in more of me. I added a third finger. "You know how to get fucked, don't you." '

Mmmmm Dammmmn.

Sugasm 101

2007-10-16T20:20:00.000-07:00

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HNTease

2007-10-10T23:38:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I think just a hint of lace with the curves of my breasts are enough to make your heart skip a beat.

heteroflexible

2007-10-08T18:27:00.000-07:00

KK came to visit me today. I was not alone in my office, so we made idle chit chat. She looked great though. She was in jeans and a t-shirt. I wonder if she binds her breasts down. She looked 'forcibly' flat chested, but I never noticed it in her work clothes before and she usually wears two shirts. I looked good today too- I could feel her looking at my breasts. They looked good in the new bra and low cut top. I let my hair curl today. I wished we were alone. She's single again. We are back to flirting viciously and she knows how hot I am for her. Damn.

After she left, I sent her a text message that she looked great. She said I looked really good too and commented on my hair. I told her that the curls are good for pulling. And with that, the conversation has been back and forth all day long.

I forget that she is not just bi-curious. She is not experimental. And she's not a lesbian like in movies where the girl will go both ways. She's gay. She's butch. She's the guy. I have been reading the SugarButch Chronicles for sometime now. I love Sinclair for her hot writing, her honesty and all that she teaches me about gender roles. I forget that taking the butch role is not an act, it's not just something to do in bed. It's what KK does. What she is. I asked her if she ever gets fucked- if she ever allows her partner to use the dildo or a strap-on on her. She said, "no. I do that to chicks." I forgot. I guess the beauty is that she COULD if she wanted to- but technically, she's still a virgin. Never been penetrated with more than fingers. I, in my insolent ways, want to fuck her with my purple dildo- but I guess that would be as likely as Z allowing me to do something like that. It's just not the thing. She is patient with me, she doesn't get annoyed that I forget her 'butch'ness. I just see her as KK- and to me, she's a female, so I want to have her in the same way I want to be had. Maybe I have been watching too much porn, and I guess I know very little about lesbianism, gender roles and sexual orientation. Maybe it's because my orientation and role is clear to me when it comes to men. I hope I don't come off insensitive, or ignorant to the culture. I am a bi-curious slut. And I suppose KK knows that. She hasn't stopped talking to me yet, but she hasn't kissed me either.

I don't know the rules, it's a world that I don't really belong in- but I want to visit there. Like Disneyland with an annual pass. Ride the rides, check out the fireworks, and go home exhausted.

take

2007-10-06T23:22:00.000-07:00

I laid into the crook of his arm. He was already asleep- but laying on his back with his arm out- perfect for me to crawl into that space. I expected him to adjust his arm, pull away. But he didn't.

I curled my back into his side, resting my ass against his hip. Our skin touching, so familiar. Our bodies locking together like an old puzzle. No pushing, no forcing, no snapping into place. I closed my eyes and exhaled into the comfort zone of The Ex.

His other arm came around and rested on my shoulder. He moved his body so he was spooned up behind me. His fingertips traced a line over my shoulders and down my breasts. He pinched my nipple and rolled it between his fingers. I moaned and arched my back, pushing it towards his cock. I could feel him getting hard against my ass. We didn't speak.

His hand ventured lower and he reached between my legs. He pulled one leg back, so it was hitched over his. Then he reached down into my panties. He didn't remove them, just slid his fingers underneath the white cotton. He traced the lips of my pussy up and down until the wetness seeped onto his fingers. "ooooh," he moaned into my ear pushing his fingers between my lips to stroke my pussy. I melted into him, his fingers searching out my sensitive spots until the tips of his fingers stroked up to the sides of my clit.

I opened my knees a little farther, giving him access to my sensitive clit. I ached to be fucked. I wanted to feel a thick cock pushing my cunt open. I closed my eyes and imagined Z, his cock opening my cunt. Invading me, satisfying me. I burned for him. My hips pushed and thrusted at the finger tips stroking my sweet spot. My body trembled on the edge, wanting to release- but wishing there was more. Wishing. Craving.

My cunt needed to be filled. I imagined Z's cock. His thick gorgeous cock and the way it looks when he is sliding it into my hole. The groan he makes when he enters me. The circular hip thrust that grazes over my g-spot again and again. Fuck. I needed it so badly. I reached behind him and pulled down his shorts. Behind my back I reached for The Exes cock and jerked it towards me. He knew what I wanted. What I would not be denied now. He was no longer giving, I was taking it from him.

My cunt ached to feel cock inside me. Just a little. Greedy whore. I could hear Z's voice, cursing me for my selfish behavior. I moved The Exes cock between my legs and slid it between my legs, sliding it into my cunt. I leaned forward on my hands, and pushed back on him. Groaning as his cock invaded me. Curled under me- behind me, he fucked me, and rubbed my clit furiously while I came- hard, using his cock to get me off. My cunt gripped around him and soaked his fingers.

Z's voice lingered in my head, "dirty slut"

I know, I know.

But I didn't care.

HNT- in the Flesh

2007-10-03T21:29:00.000-07:00

Happy HNT. Thanks for the props this week Fleshbot!!

master

2007-10-01T19:19:00.000-07:00

The IM came late Thursday night. I was working on my paper on Cholera in British India. It was hot. The weather is unpredictable, earthquake weather is coming. I was on my couch in a tank top and shorts, trying to cool off with no breeze anywhere.

"Turn on your webcam."

It popped up unexpectedly, I did not even see him log on. I had stopped looking for him online, he never popped on anymore. Perhaps he was still angry with me- perhaps he was letting me have my space.

I hesitated for a moment, my mind racing, heart pounding. Why hadn't he called, e-mailed, tried to reach me? It had been a week. Two weeks?? Two weeks at least since he contacted me. After the first week, the sting had gone away. School was in swing and I kept myself busy with REAL life, since this fantasy world I trapped myself in was causing me pain in reality.

"Baby, I'm here. I need to see you. Please."

Intrigued.

You turn yours on.

Another window popped open, and after a flash of darkness. He was there. On his bed. Wearing the t-shirt I bought him for Valentines day a few years back. He was smiling.

Smiling.

"Now you."

I clicked mine on and smiled back at him. I made the call so I could hear his voice. "Hi baby."

His voice melted into my skin, I watched his mouth form the words and read his lips before the delay sent the sound of his voice through the computer. I want you. I miss you. I need you. He poured his attention on me, and I soaked it up.

"I will be in town tomorrow," he said. "I want to see you."

"Ok." I answered by instinct, without even thinking. Before I could consider whether or not I should.

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I showed up at his hotel right after work. The door was left propped open by the lock and I walked right in. He was sitting at the table, his laptop open. He looked at me and turned in the chair towards me. He didn't stand.

I kicked off my shoes and left them by the door where I dropped my purse. Walking closer to him, I pulled open my shirt and threw it on the floor. My bra-unhooked and thrown on the bed. My eyes locked with his as I got closer. I could smell his cologne. He was freshly showered and shaven. He got a haircut since I last saw him. He looked perfect.

My skirt still on, I kept walking until my legs were inside his. His hands an under my skirt and cupped the bottom of my ass, he pulled me closer. I lowered my head and met his lips. Soft, warm, wet. His tongue, sweeping, gently inside my mouth. Then deeper as our kiss continued. His wet mouth lowered to my breasts as he sucked and bit on them, holding me close while he removed my panties. He pushed one, then two fingers into my cunt. My knees struggled not to buckle while he hooked into my G-spot and pulled at me. I needed him, badly.

I dropped to my knees and pulled at his pants. Barely pulling them over his hips I sucked his cock unto my mouth. He was not fully hard yet, but I sucked at him, possessed. Hungry, needing. I pulled his cock through my mouth feeling him swell each time. I pushed him deep into my throat, sucking, pulling him to fill my mouth. I moaned my hunger to him. Let my need call to him.

His cock pulsed in my mouth. His hard cock was familiar. I let it slide slower through my lips, slick and hot. My pussy was wet and ached. It was hurting me, how much I wanted him. A hot aching pain set into the walls of my pussy. I could feel them pulsing, aching for his hard cock to grab on to. His hands buried into my hair, grabbing a fistful of it and pushing my head down on his cock. I ignored his moans, his breathing, his words. He was the cock that I craved, the man who owned me, and who wanted me to take what I needed right now. Right. Now.

I stood up and pulled his shirt up and over his head. I straddled his cock while he was pulling his shirt of and suck my cunt down on him. I felt him open me up. His cock tore into me like a sharp knife into raw meat. I groaned out loud, savage and greedy, I rocked on his cock hard. My head thrown back, his hands curled into the small of my back, pushing and pulling with me. I could feel the sweat dripping from my body. He licked it from my skin. I begged him with my movements, grinding into his cock, moaning and waiting for him to have me.

"Yes baby, cum for me now."

My moaning grew louder and more demanding as the orgasm grew from within me. The aching in my pussy melted into thick cream that tingled into the small of my back. "Fuck... oh fuck... yes...YES... yesssssssss."

He fucked me many times that night. Every position, every hole. We ordered in for dinner, I came to the door wrapped in a sheet. At 2AM I lay curled into the arms of my master.

"Do you belong to me, slut?"

I answered, by instinct. Without even thinking.

HNT- Big, (not) blonde, and beautiful.

2007-09-26T14:33:00.001-07:00

Who wants a twig
When you can have the whole tree?

(click thru)

Happy HNT everyone!!

pre-teen confessions

2007-09-25T11:16:00.000-07:00

My 12 year old told me that his friend got in trouble at home. "Something on the computer, but I don't know."

I knew he knew. So I asked him what happened, "Well he was looking at...something, but he didn't say." I prodded him further, telling him that he was not narcing on his friend if he already got in trouble for it.

"He was looking at porn. His mom checked his history."

ouch. 13 years old. Porn. Apparently- LOTS of porn.

I asked First Born if he's ever seen anything like that. On the computer. He said, "Well, just at his house. But it's not like I'm staring at it. He shows us stuff he finds.... are you gonna tell my dad?"

First Born knows that I am the cooler of his parents. There is no need to freak out over the crap that we all do. It was weird though, knowing that my son has seen a naked girl/woman before. I played it cool though- because I knew this was a good opportunity for education.

"You know, First Born. I don't think that is something you SHOULD be looking at- but obviously you have and I'm sure that as time goes by, you will. Sex is everywhere and there is nothing wrong with it. However you need to understand some things...."

First Born and I have not exactly had the 'sex talk.' We started to, a few times, but I admit- it creeps me out. It's weird to think of discussing this with First Born, who is still such a YOUNG 12 year old. I don't want him to be embarrassed to talk to me- or think that there is something bad or WRONG about sex, but that it comes with responsibility. Like driving a car. I also told him that I didn't want him to have the wrong idea about women. I don't know what websites he saw or what was going on in the pictures- but assuming the worst, I don't want him to think that ALL women do the things he may have seen in the pictures. That no matter who she is, all women need to be treated with respect, and that if you ever push yourself upon a woman or make any unwanted moves on her- grabbing her, touching her, or whatever- I will not feel an ounce of sorrow for him if she kicks his nuts inside out.

Don't- I repeat- DO NOT get your ideas about women and sex from internet porn.

(oh... and don't go on my laptop.....)

HNT from above

2007-09-19T21:03:00.000-07:00

Fill in the blanks from the post below. I love what I've gotten so far. Blow me away.

fill in the blanks

2007-09-17T22:57:00.000-07:00

I stole this from Os. Feel free to copy and paste this into the comments, and fill in the blanks. Do it for me baby...

I _____ BBG.

BBG is _____.

If I were alone in a room with BBG, I would _____.

I think BBG should _____.

BBG needs _____.

I want to _____ BBG.

Someday BBG will ___.

BBG reminds me of _____.

Without BBG _____.

My memories of BBG are _____.

BBG can be _____.

The worst thing about BBG is _____.

The best thing about BBG is _____.

I am _____ with BBG.

One thing I would like to know about BBG is _____.

BBG should go and _____.

BBG _____ me.

Also feel free to steal this if you want!

masochist

2007-09-17T16:35:00.000-07:00

Me: Maybe get online tonight?
Z: Maybe. but not likely
Me: ok I won't wait up.
Z: yeah, that's best

Fucker. We sit in class and he gets me worked up. Tells me that he wants to cum in my mouth. Pour his cum over my tongue and fill all the spaces in my mouth. He wants me to beg him to cum on my face. He wants to fuck me until I cry for him, so he can wipe away my tears and soothe me, tell me I'm his good girl.

He makes me want him. He makes me crave him like food and water. Late at night, he calls and asks me, "Who do you belong to?" because he knows that I will betray myself and admit it. "You." I answer. My fingers pushed under my panties, slowly stroking my clit to the sound of his voice. He tells me how he wants to push his cock inside my cunt from behind, holding on to a handful of hair and biting down into my shoulder. As he verbally violates me- he directs the fingers on my clit, harder....faster.... push your fingers in your cunt.... and he continues.

I feel his cock inside me, sliding through my pussy. Gripping down on him, and soaking him with the liquid sex that he demands from my body. It's been so long since I've felt him- but I know the feel of his body. I know the smell of his skin. I can rely on the intimate familiarity he has with my body.

I want you to cum for me. He instructs me. He wants to hear me, grunting and gasping for air. He wants to hear me cry out. His name. Again and again. I'm his, over and over. I tried to walk away- but he knows I am here. He punishes me for my insolence and keeps me at a distance. For your own good babygirl, he tells me. But I can hear it in his voice, he knows that he owns me.

I cum hard. My body shaking. My soaked fingers, stroking and rubbing my clit while my body jerks. I hear him moaning, pleased. I love you baby. You are a good girl. And I am happy. He loves me, he adores me.

That was days ago. Today, he is distant again. Not likely, he says when I ask him to make time for me tonight. He has the time, he just refuses to give it. He gives me space.

Just enough rope...

to tie myself up.

Possession

2007-09-14T10:06:00.000-07:00

"I like it when better when you undress me" she said, giggling and turning around to face him. He smiled, and rolled his eyes at her silly request. He was tired and she was trying to act coy. God Damn girl, just get naked.

He peeled her panties over her hips, running his fingers along her skin and noticing how she had trimmed her pussy, leaving a pretty triangle of soft hair, short and clean. She pushed her panties off of her feet and threw them to the floor. Opening her legs for him, she ran her fingers under her top, exposing the bottom of her round breasts and pinching her nipples for him to see.

He groaned and spread her legs. He loved how perfect her pussy was. She kept it the way he liked it- trim, with some hair. Enough to let you know she's a woman. Shaved pussy is sexy to look at but sometimes he didn't like to think he was fucking a little girl. Her pussy always tasted to sweet and she liked it when he tugged on her little patch.

He wasted no time delving his tongue between her pussy lips. He pushed her legs open wide and pushed his tongue into her pussy hole, coating it with her warm cream. His stomach muscles tightened and he felt a tightening in his pelvis with the throb of his cock. He heard her gasp a few times.

Dragging his tongue upwards, he zigzagged upwards to her clit. The gasps of breath came fast as she waited for him to settle, but he wouldn't. He wanted to keep her right on the edge. The delicious beginning where it's almost too sensitive for her to take. He flicked at her clit with a soft tongue. She squirmed beneath him, pushing into his lips. She had explained to him once before, the initial intensity that comes before the slow buildup. He wanted to keep that intensity. Make her cum hard and fast- no slow buildup. His tongue danced on her clit. Up and down, side to side. He pushed his lips around her slit and flicked, fast. Her moans were loud and she wanted some pressure release. But he wouldn't give it.

"Fuck" she cried out, "slow down." but he did not. He pinned her thighs open swirled his tongue in tiny figure 8's on her clit. It was constant and unyielding. Never losing contact with her bud that was so swollen and hard. He was so hungry to make her cum he fought back the urge to bury his lips and tongue in her pussy. She flowed into his mouth, down his chin- she cried out to him, 'It's too much- fuck- it's too much... no, no...don't stop. Oh fuck don't stop!"

She grabbed his head and squeezed her legs together around his head, jerking and fucking his face. The rhythmic contractions matched her breath- sharp exhales. groans. "Fuck, fuck.... ohhhhh god." Her violent movements soon became delicious strokes towards him. Scooping her hips upwards into his tongue as her legs lightened their grip around his head.

His tongue sore, and his jaw aching, he finally pulled away from her pussy. She was still writhing on the bed, catching her breath and shaking. He sat back on his knees, watching her- beautiful girl. Just a few minutes had passed and he felt proud that he pleased her so well, and so quickly.

"God damn..." she said, her voice barely above a whisper, "Do that again."

Half Nekkid Thursday

2007-09-13T16:42:00.000-07:00

Happy HNT everyone. Go see Os to see what HNT is all about if you don't know already.

Degrees of hunger

2007-09-11T17:15:00.000-07:00

He was waiting for me when I got home. I quickly undressed and jumped in the shower. The hot water pierced my skin, soothing my aching muscles and rinsing away the day. I stood under the water, allowing the water to run down my hair, clinging to the dark strands and connecting to my skin. The nerves on my skin tingled under the increasing heat of the water but I breathed deep and accepted the sensation, feeling the heat sink into my flesh and massage my muscles while I smoothed a lathered body sponge over my skin.

I didn't hear the door open, but I felt him. A rush of cool air chilled my back and was quickly replaced by his skin against mine. Water slid between us as the water traveled down my back and landed on his chest. He wrapped his arms around my waist, resting on on my breast, the other on my hand, lacing his fingers through mine- into the soapy sponge and traveling down my stomach towards my pussy.

As the hot water ran between the folds of my pussy, I moaned out as he ran the rough sponge over me. The rough texture, padded by the foam of the bath gel, smoothing over my sex and awakening the nerves under the hot layer of water. He pushed my foot with his, spreading my legs for him so he could reach farther under my body, making long strokes with the sponge. My hand pulled away from his and rested on his leg behind me. I leaned back into him, and turned my head away from the water.

My legs weakened as his fingers replaced the sponge completely and he stroked me from my wet hole to my clit. Slow consistent strokes, gently grazing through my labia and brushing the sides of my clit, again and again. I whimpered as my clit swelled and my hips pushed forward for a better angle. He stroked my clit- his thumb resting above it, and his index and middle finger dipping lower through the lips of my pussy. Then together again, his thumb and other two fingers meeting at my clit. Stroking it as if it were a cock. Stroking up, causing me to gasp and shake, and back down again, sending the sensation down my legs. His fingers manipulating my cunt like he was jerking his own cock. Slowly, torturously. Raising the degrees of my hunger.

I fucked his finger tips with my clit- thrusting forward and back with his fingers. Shaking. My nails dug into his thigh and the other wrapped behind me, around his neck- holding on and holding myself up. The sensation was foreign and intense. My skin was a dark pink from the hot water repeatedly slamming onto my chest but I wanted to cum so badly I could not think of anything else. He did not relent, and whispered into my ear "cum on my fingers baby."

I wanted to, I could not stop myself from grunting and thrusting. Crude and uncivilized my hips thrashed and jerked. I felt the wetness increase between my legs and it felt hotter than the water as he felt me cumming. He pinched my clit between his finger tips as I let out a sharp cry, my orgasm hitting my whole body. My hips convulsed and my knees gave out, sending me leaning forward to balance myself against the shower wall.

He gripped my hips tightly and entered me hard from behind. I pushed my cunt towards him and took his cock with abandon. My g-spot swollen, I came fast and hard. He thrust his thick cock into me- grinding and pulsing until he groaned and came with a hard final push. Pulling out, he rinsed off quickly and exited while I finished my shower.

wandering thoughts

2007-09-10T17:36:00.000-07:00

'm restless.
Sitting quietly. Polite.
Legs crossed, like a lady.

Feeling like I want to scream.
Stand up and rip my clothes.
Grab the man, the boy
who sits next to me.

His cologne is fresh,
his skin is clean.
Beautiful dark, smooth.

Straddle his lap
press my breasts to his chest.
My lips on his, biting and
sucking on each other
His hands on my hips- pulling me closer
while people watch

shocked
disgusted
mesmerized

but I sit,
quietly.

screaming only
on the inside.

Insatiable

2007-09-06T21:54:00.000-07:00

another repost- I have some things brewing in my head, but this is from January... enjoy it

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I couldn't get enough of him last night. His cock was hard and thick and throbbing. I played with him for a long time. I stroked him with my hands, then wrapped my lips around him and moved up and down, using my hands only at the base. Then used my fingers to massage his balls, stroking with my hands and moving my mouth on him until he got thick and hard.

Then I slowed down.

I was being nasty and selfish, and he was fucking lovin it. I wanted him to feel so good, but I didn't want him to cum. I wasn't ready to stop. He wasn't in a rush. I sat between his legs and pushed them open. I love pushing his legs open. I buried my face down in his crotch and licked his balls. Sucked and gently tugged at them. He moaned, loving my sweet assault. I licked under his balls, at his perineum, he gasped a little but, but didn't stop me. I pushed a well lubed finger into his ass, and wrapped my mouth around his cock hard and deep into my throat. He moaned below me, not sure how to react to the new sensation. He certainly didn't hate it- but I knew that he was uncomfortable. I slipped my finger out of him, and continued to rub the outside... much better. His cock throbbed and twitched on my tongue. Mmmm, I knew I would have his thick cream soon, but I was not ready yet.

"Ahh, you fuckin bitch!" he groaned at me. I giggled a little bit. I was feeling a little daring. I wanted to tease him. I gave him a wicked grin and moved up to kiss him.

Swiftly, he grabbed my shoulders and rolled me on my back on the bed. He had a dark angry look in his eyes. He pushed my legs open and drove his cock into my cunt. I cried out, feeling him open me up with his thick cock. His hands pinned my wrists up over my head as he hissed out his frustration on me, "You wanna play huh?" he grunted and groaned as he thrust his cock harder each time. He pulled his cock out and moved up over me.

My hands were still over my head and he straddled me, at my chest. His cock, covered in my pussy at my face, "Open your mouth," he demanded of me. He was leaning over me, rubbing his cock on my face. Over my lips, and on my cheeks. He ran it over my lips, allowing me to catch it in my mouth for just a second before moving it away. I strained to move my neck to take him in, but he teased me. He loved watching me, silently begging him to fuck my mouth. "Is that what you want baby?" he asked me. Our eyes met, the struggle, the new wild passion between us, "Tell me you want it, slut."

"Ah, fuck. I want your cock. Please." I begged him. He was hard and wet in my face and I just wanted to feel him in my throat. I needed to feel him overpower me this way. Want. Need.

He moved forward and pushed his cock through my lips and moved forward over me. Holding my wrists down. I swallowed him down and sucked his thick hard cock. He thrust into my mouth, looking down on me, watching me- almost in amazement. I opened my eyes and looked up to see his body, hips thrusting into my slutty mouth. He slowed and I moved up to take him in again. He quickened his pace and I laid back and opened my throat to take him deep. I felt him throbbing in my mouth, I could feel the cum surging through his cock. Ahh, I wanted to eat every drop of his cum. He was close, so close I could almost taste him...

He moved quickly. Keeping my hands above my head, he moved back down and pushed his way back into my cunt. He pushed his legs up under mine and thrust fast and hard into me. His whole weight laying over my body, my arms above my head until I could hardly breathe. He fucked me, harder and faster until I could feel his thick cock, draining inside me. He called my name, and bit down hard into my neck, pushing me to my own orgasm. I rocked my hips up at him, cumming and gasping for air.

He laid over me, stroking my hair, talking me down, "Come down now, baby." he whispered to me lovingly, "Shhhhh..." he soothed me. Feeling my heart pounding in my chest. Kissing me gently and holding me.

I took deep breaths, trying to calm the burning in my chest. Still feeling his cock inside me and impulsively pushing against him. He kissed me hard and brought my hands back to my sides, allowing my lungs to expand more freely. When I gripped his ass and pushed up against his still hard cock, he laughed, "You are insatiable, you know that?"

"Mmmhmmm," I moaned, shifting my hips up and encouraging him to grind against my g-spot. "I know. Don't stop."

HNT- dildo love.

2007-09-05T21:23:00.000-07:00

So I have no good new picture, this one is an old favorite. My favorite dildo. True love lasts a lifetime.

Happy HNT!!!

apologies...

2007-09-02T16:27:00.000-07:00

I don't have anything to say lately. My creativity seems to be at an all time low right now. I just don't feel sexual, or ANYTHING really. School starts again next week so my brain will be fully functioning again- lately it just feels like mush. I need sex, and comforting and perhaps some companionship. For all the men and women in my life, I have yet to find one I can keep and I find myself feeling empty lately. I won't get into the details- they are hard to understand. Anyway- I hope to be writing again soon. Until then, I appreciate that you come back to check on me.

What do you think of my new banner?? Does it kick ass or what?? A friend and super secret reader of my blog did it for me. Isn't it awesome??

Anyway, Here's a repost for those of you who may have missed it.

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The Book Store (originally posted October 2006, written April 2006)

“Have you read that before?” a voice whispered in my ear. I didn’t turn around, but quickly shut the book I was reading and looked down a bit embarrassed.

“Once” I whispered- not turning to face the person who found me reading it in the store, “when I was a young girl- too young to understand it.”

His face was still close to mine. I could feel his breath, on my cheek, his chest lightly against my shoulders. I thought about just walking away, not looking back- but he wasn’t moving- and I was intrigued. “Have you read it?” I whispered to him- looking side to side to see if anyone was watching us. This section was conveniently hidden in the back of the store, much the way the adult video section was set off to the side, far away from the more proper movies for the masses.

He reached around me and put his hand on the book I was still holding in front of me, facing the cover towards us as I looked away- almost ashamed to read the title.

He pushed his face closer. “My Secret Garden…” his whisper lingered on the ‘s’ and his lips were touching the top of my ear, “what’s it about?”

I leaned back a bit into his chest- let my head rest in his neck, “Sexual fantasies” I whispered back, embarrassed- turning my face towards him so I did not have to say it out loud, but I did not turn to look him in the eyes. I opened the book back to a random page somewhere towards the middle, “women’s sexual fantasies.”

“Hmmmm” he whispered back, “sounds interesting.” He reached is other hand around me and held the book open. His hands were on top of mine and he pulled the book close to my chest. Almost in a whisper, he started to read to me. His voice was deep and sexy. It was about a woman and her fantasy about a stranger. I stood there, listening to his words and slowly feeling the wetness between my legs. With each sentence, his body moved closer to me- and as he said certain words, his whispers contained no sound, just breath and I could feel my heart pounding out of my chest.

He let go of the book, and his hands dropped to my sides. He held on to my hips and pushed his body up against mine. His cock was hard, and I responded by leaning back into him, pushing my ass against his hard cock as he read. “Do you have a fantasy?” he whispered to me in between paragraphs- and then kept reading. His fingers were grabbing at my skirt and slowly reaching underneath. I looked around again, seeing if anyone was there. It was the middle of the day- and a lot of people were milling around but so far nobody had come to this area.

So far I had not seen him, or even felt him, but my body was responding to his voice in my ear, his touch on my skin, his cock against my ass. I wanted him, I wanted to close my eyes and bathe in his voice, deep and warm. Words rushed from his lips like a river over me, and I could feel his words on my skin, flowing from his lips and laying over me, sticking to my skin- hot and wet.

“Yesss” I purred back at him, as his reading became the background music and reverberated under the surface of my skin.

His hands were reaching around the front of me, into my panties. His fingers slid through the slickness of my cunt lips and his finger tip quickly found my clit. He moved his fingers to the rhythm of his words- as if he had read this story a thousand times and was reciting it by memory.

His voice never wavered, the same steady tone and rhythm, his fingers massaging my clit at the same speed- never changing- making me ache to feel him, faster, or harder- anything that would trigger my release, but he stayed consisted, unrelenting- causing a burning that threatened to overcome me in a wild uncontrollable way. “please…don’t” I begged him to stop, trying to hold it back- or at least tone it down. The words were not coming out of my mouth, and he didn’t stop.

He kept reading, playing my body like an instrument and reading in my ear, as the woman in the story was being pleasured by her own dark stranger. She was cumming- and so was I. From deep within me, I felt my orgasm start to take over my body. I felt a fresh rush of heat between my legs- as every nerve in my body started to explode. His fingers were like fire inside me, stroking me and bringing me a wave of pleasure that I had never felt before. It wasn’t urgent or rushed. It was a slow burn that caused me to bite down hard on my lip to keep from crying out.

“Keep your eyes shut,” he whispered as he turned me around to face him. The book fell quietly to the floor.

He lifted my leg and I felt him move up from below me and pull my panties to the side and his cock entered me hard, in one thrust. I started to protest, as I was afraid people would see us. “shhhh….” He quieted me, as he lifted my other leg and pushed me back against the book shelf. I held on to the shelf below me. My eyes still closed I felt him pushing inside me. No words were spoken. He fucked me fast and hard. My legs wrapped around him, and his cock pounding into me, harder and harder while I came once more. He thrusted hard- one last time as his lips came down on mine and I pushed my tounge into his mouth at the same time as his hot cum filled my pussy. He kept his cock buried in my pussy as we kissed with the kind of passion that is only shared by lovers.

As we caught our breath, his hands came to my face and he ran his fingers over my eyelids, encouraging me to open them and look at him.

“Hi baby.” he whispered, “I missed you.”

HNT for Daddy

2007-08-29T20:58:00.001-07:00

I was asked, "Why don't you take some special pictures for me little girl?"

So these are for you Daddy. I'm a good girl. Come share my candy.

New Post Below.... finally....

she makes me crave

2007-08-29T20:33:00.000-07:00

It had been a long time. So long since I so much as touched myself. The frustration due to a lack of a steady man in my bed seemed to lessen with time. That, and a torn heart proved to calcify the veins that pump my blood and silence the beast.

For a little while.

And then Cy ("Shy") came along. She was beautiful, but wounded. She reminds me of a character from a movie. "The most charming wounded person I've ever met." Her gentle and suggestive words sent a chill down my spine. I want to kiss her sores. Soothe her hurts and take cradle her in my arms. Stroke her hair, taste her tears and make her mine.

My want to have her made me ache. The beast was awoken again and her need was crawling it's way through my blood. I wanted her, sitting in her chair, legs open and thrown over the arms. Her pale skin contrasting against the black material, showing every inch of damp skin, every tremble. I wanted to taste her sweet sex. I wanted to watch her writhe for me, let her body dance on my fingers and under the lash of my tongue. My words and fantasy were sending her over the edge. I could feel her, touch her, control her. She came hard, her usually playful voice- now demanding and urgent, raw moans into my ear. I coaxed her, whispering to her, yes Cy, be my good girl. Let me have it. And she did. Deliciously, she came.

Leaving me twitching for release.

Reaching for my Rabbit, I pushed it inside my already wet cunt. Letting the vibrations touch me and tingle down to my toes. I spread my legs and thought of her beautiful body. Of tying her hands to the top of my headboard, leaving her on her knees where I can move beneath her and taste the remants of her sex. Straddling my tongue and grinding into my lips. The shaft of the rabbit grazed over my G-spot, again and again in delicious rhythm. My clit buzzed under the gentle ears and I moaned softly, whispered her names and tried to imagine her pretty lips on me. Her mouth, her tongue- sliding over my wet sex.

I struggled, but I could not make it work. She will not ever have me this way. I could sense it. As a hetero girl, I feel very 'top' with Cy. Apparently with women, I do not 'bottom.' - at least not yet. I was on the edge and wanting to release so badly that it hurt. My legs spread, my breathing shallow, I pushed and stroked inside me with the vibe, searching for my release in the curves of her body. Her sultry laugh, her intoxicating smile. I reached for my orgasm in the small of her back, but all I could feel was the shaft pushing into me. Instinctively I was pushing the cock into me- fucking it and having my way.

I pulled it out and threw it to the drawer and pulled out my dildo. Straddling it, I sunk down on it, unlubed and taking it hard into my cunt, sinking down and feeling my self stretched and filled. I came almost instantly, drowning in the fuck. Her beautiful flesh had vanished and I was lost in him. Fucking and calling his name, being his whore. His submissive little slut. It is who I am.

My desires, my cravings, and my curiosity will not change that.

HNT- Big Girls Don't Cry

2007-08-22T18:47:00.001-07:00

The smell of your skin lingers on me now...

I have been a bit absent lately. So much sex on my mind I can't put a sentence together to write about it. Visions of flesh and mouths. Tits, cock, and fuck are splashed on the walls of my mind, sprawled out before me like a feast.

It's maddening as I have not been fucked in too long. I want to tear into flesh, sink my body down on impaling cock and swirl my tongue around wet pussy. Surrender and let the beast consume me.

(And shame on you for not recognizing me as the Mystery Guest!!)

Overpower, Pt. 3

2007-08-16T15:55:00.000-07:00

Part 1
Part 2

He towered over her and pulled her hair moving her on his cock while he thrust. The sensation of his cock hitting the back of her throat and the vision of her struggling and desperate made his blood burn as he pushed harder at her, cursing her- wanting her. After endless moments of fucking her mouth he pushed her head back on the bed, letting her sputter and gasp for breath. "Turn over, slut" he demanded of her.

She rolled over on to her stomach as he moved behind her, between her legs. He gripped her hips, digging his fingers into her soft flesh and pulled at her- lifting her off the bed. Her ass and cunt presented to him, she felt his tongue once more- lashing at her sex. He stopped to look at her, pink and slick. He spit at her cunt and then licked up to her ass. His tongue making circles around her tight hole while she squirmed, moaning into the pillow. Her ecstasy was cut short by hot searing flesh , torn as his teeth sunk into her thigh. She reached behind her to push him away and with that, he grabbed her wrist with his own strong hands and pulled it up over her head, laying his solid form on top of her. Her held both wrists with one big hand and pushed his cock between the round cheeks of her ass. He bit gently on her jaw, kissing and licking her neck. Biting at her lips as she reached to connect with him. She was like a trapped animal. Surrendered and his for the taking.

He thrust his cock between her ass cheeks, fucking her this way, creating no penetration for her but enjoying the feel of her round bottom and the tightness that it created, sliding his cock in between. He groaned and whispered filthy words into her ear, "You want me? You want me to fuck that pussy of yours, don't you? You are a naughty, naughty girl aren't you?? Are you daddy's bad girl? Are you??"

She arched her neck to meet his lips, while she arched her ass up, in hopes that he would penetrate her, "Yesss. I'm your bad girl, daddy. Fuck me. Fuck your naughty girl. please... please, daddy...."

The words almost made him cum at that moment. Further she would push him. Further she would test his boundaries and find what made his cock move. He controlled her now- but she would continue to provoke his needs. She pulled him in like a drug and he was hooked on her wanton behavior.

He moved back and turned her over. Her eyes were wild and she was breathing hard as she lunged forward to pull him down to her. Her skin was flushed and damp with sweat. Trusting him, unafraid, but she was not defiant. In her eyes, she submitted her will to him and fell captive to his strength. He grabbed her by the shoulders and pushed her down, her head bouncing on the pillow below her while she yelped out helplessly. He fell on her body again. Kissing her while her legs wrapped tightly around him, and her hips guided his cock into her.

Her nails dug deep into his skin and he hissed into her mouth while she tore at his flesh. Her legs pulled closer in as his cock sunk into her. She groaned out hard, her head throwing back against the pillow as his mouth dipped to her neck where he bit into her soft sweaty flesh. He could taste sex on her and it licked and inhaled it into his lungs.

His cock pounded into her. Each thrust pushing farther and deeper as her legs spread wide to take him in. Her moans broke with every hard thrust. And he grunted and cursed as he fucked her. Grabbing her legs behind her knees, he pushed her down and lifted his hips off of hers, moving down again in long straight thrusts. Broken and desperate- her voice trailed off into thick air- her orgasm at the end of his cock, waiting for him to release her.

HNT- I love the Big Stick!!

2007-08-15T17:12:00.001-07:00

When I got home from work today- I peeled my clothes off then went to the freezer.

The weather has been so hot, and the AC in my car is shot so even in my short commute- I was melting in the car. So I'm home now, and half nekkid.

taunted

2007-08-13T21:13:00.000-07:00

ahh. today was blurry. Morally Flexible and I chatted up a lot today. I forced him to be honest. I forced him to admit that he wanted me. That he simply could not stay away from me.

That he wants to lock me in a closet and take me out to play whenever it suited him. That he'd never stop wanting me. That he only wants me as a toy. He wants to keep me in his pocket. He wants to own me. But he can't have me- and I will hold myself at a distance, dangling and taunting him until he was insane with want for me. He gave me up and now I have nothing to lose.

I played unfair. I teased and taunted him. Challenged his strength. Talked to him until he admitted his cock was getting hard. Very hard. Unable to hide, unable to ignore- hard.

I told him to reach in and give his cock a nice hard squeeze for me. He does what he's told, relieved some pressure. But I kept on. Talked about how I miss him. The taste of his cum. The feel of his tongue. The way he licked my pussy and worked my body.

He admitted his cock was harder, he was aching. He could have told me that he could not continue. He could have told me to stop. He could have refused to let me affect him this way. He could have logged off. Instead, he let me in.

Go on.

I went on to tell him how I so often think of him when I'm masturbating. How it's been so long since his tongue ravaged my cunt. How he knew it, had memorized every fold and could push me over the edge, with the softest lick in the right spot. The spot he could find from any angle.

How he knows just how I like it. The pull of my hair, the bite on my neck. The sharp sting of his hand on my soft bottom. The way he put me, insolent and stubborn, over his knee. Fucked me with his strong hands. Penetrating my holes while he spanked my ass, hard. Again, and again. Until I moaned, until I cried out, begged him to stop. Came... hard. Wet and dripping onto his smart dress pants.

He was struggling. Aching. His responses had been quick and honest. He remembered. Could still taste me. On his tongue. Could still taste my sweet pussy on his fingertips. He licked them. He burned. He gave up.

Bitch. I have to take care of this...

I told him to whisper my name when he came. I know he did. He could not help himself.

Against me, he's not so strong. He admits his will is weak against me. He moved 1000 miles away- and he knows it's the only way he can truly keep his distance.

Sugasm #92

2007-08-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

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Overpower, part 2

2007-08-09T07:39:00.001-07:00

Part 1 here

Part 2, written by M.

His tongue lashed in-and-out of her wet cunt, going deeper than she ever knew a tongue could possibly go. His tongue inside of her like a writhing cock- wet, hot and strong. He held both of her wrists together with his large, steel-trap strong hands and growled; he growled like a fucking lion tasting blood from a newly fallen prey. She fought and struggled but his grasp was so strong, she could do nothing to free herself.

He pulled away and pushed her legs up; then she felt his tongue rimming the edge of her asshole; first lightly and tenderly, then violently, almost vengefully. He took big lapping sweeps across her entire crotch and was licking her from ass to pussy as fast as he possibly could.

She felt dizzy. She felt lost. She was lost. She was engulfed in the vertigo of lust, inflicted upon her hot little pussy by his aggressive tongue. She had never been eaten like this before. It hurt so perfectly; just when she was about to scream out in pain from her peaking orgasm, he would back-off and lick her in a way that would wipe away the sharp pangs and replace it with torrents of pure ecstasy! His tongue had a mind of its own, and he seemed with ever stroke, to be settling a delicious score.

Finally focusing on her clit, she came hard. Slow and torturous. She couldn’t stop. Her cunt was flushing waves of wetness out in hot flashes of bliss. “Don't stop- lick it...please” she begged.

“I’ll have you as I want you, whore” was his reply.

Finally, he released her sore wrists by throwing them towards her face with a powerful thrust; she flailed as if a tiny branch in the wind. He was so full of passion and rage that his strength was that much more intense.

She felt his hand once again on her; this time across her throat. He pushed down just enough to put fear in her eyes, then he crawled up to her ear and muttered “You fucking cunt. You dirty whore. You think you own me?” She was scared for a split second, then felt him release his grasp and move his hand up into her hair.

He slowly massaged her head and let her relax, once he felt her go limp with trust, her yanked her hair downward, causing her face to look directly upwards. He was kneeling over her, holding by her hair. His cock held tight in his hand. He was stroking it with a violent deliberation and it was bigger and thicker than she had ever seen it. When she opened up her mouth to let out a sound of protest, he thrust his swollen cock deep into her throat… she couldn’t breathe… she could think… she couldn't care. She wanted him. She craved him. She yearned for nothing more than to have his cock buried deep into her mouth, violent and invading. Taking all he would dole out on her, letting him have his fitting revenge.

Part 3

HNT

2007-08-08T14:55:00.001-07:00

This picture was blurry so I added some effect so you can focus....

Happy HNT.

Overpower

2007-08-04T10:28:00.000-07:00

It was hot and humid. The AC was never on at night so she slept in a thin tank top and boy shorts. No covers and a fan blowing air from the window in to give a breeze to cool her skin.

She dreamt of sex and flesh. Words jumbling in her mind and flashes of body parts. Fingers, tongue, cock, breasts. All of it. She was lost in the center of the fuck and just barely noticed the fingers that trailed up her legs.

He had been standing over her bed, listening to her quick breathing, her skin damp from the humidity. Her tight shirt stretched over her breasts and the way her shorts hitched up high showing off her thigh. He started low on her ankle, tracing his fingers up her calf and brushing under her knee. She instinctively bent her leg, opening them, exposing her white panties that barely covered her pussy. He spread his fingers over her thigh, running his strong hands over her thighs and cupping her pussy gently in his palm before running it up her stomach.

She jolted out of her sleep and sat up, catching his hands at her throat. He moved quickly and pushed her back down, leaning over her and kissing her hard. Frightened and dazed, it took her a moment to comprehend what was going on. She pushed at his shoulders, but he was too strong, too heavy. His hand was low on her throat so she could still take labored breaths. Turning her head away from his forced embrace she recognized the tattoo on his forearm. Her eyes blazed and she spat at him "What the hell are you doing here???"

"It's my turn," he growled into her ear. Feeling teeth bite into her neck he let go of her throat and grabbed a handful of her hair, pinning her to the bed, "You're my slut now."

His voice penetrated into her skin. The weight of his body crushed her and a tightness in her chest spread lower. His desire flowed to her body and her pussy became wet, feeling his hard cock against her thigh. He instructed her in confident tones. "Don't displease me bitch. This is what you want."

"Yes," she whispered, submissive.

He sat back and looked at her. She was laying on her bed, breathing hard. Her legs gently opened and her arms layed out by her head. She didn't move, just waited. She was no longer frightened, but a little nervous. Her mind was racing and recounting conversations past. How he threatened, promised, to fuck her the way she had fucked him.

He pulled at her shorts and panties. Tugging them off he leaned back over her. One hand rested on her chest, just below her throat. Keeping her in place, as a warning. His other hand at her cunt. Using his thumb to stroke her clit, she could not hide her excitement. She was already wet, "Mmm, that's nice. You're so wet slut."

He stroked her clit, sliding it over her bud over and over until it was hard and sensitive. Her legs opened farther, he moved faster, pressed a little harder but not hard enough. Her body shook with need and balanced on the edge. He stared down at her, watching her- the one who had owned him many nights- trembling under his touch. He would be gentle with her, for now.

Her voice broken, she whimpered and pleaded. "More, please more..." It was too sensitive and she was not going to have release this way. It was too sensitive and not enough to push her past the edge. He knew this, they had enough conversation about it and he had been forced to bring her to orgasm enough times to know exactly where and how she needed to be touched. He would not pretend not to know.

As his mouth closed over her hot slit, his warm lips covered her and his tongue stroked over her sweet spot, she came immediately. Cum rushed from her hole and she called out to the heavens, and to him. It was music to his ears, "Oh fuck, yes, M- fuck. Take me."

Take me....

Part 2

slutty flashbacks

2007-08-03T18:06:00.001-07:00

This picture reminds me. On my knees in the hallway, the light from the door. I remember those days, another lifetime ago. Frantic fucks in the hallway. Secret meetings and late nights in the back room of his work. I was always ready, willing, and waiting for him. He took me anywhere, often. It was an insane heaven.

I still remember the first time I fucked him. I had spent the night on his couch. He had resisted fucking me, holding back that last piece of fidelity as if it mattered. The numerous orgasms we had given each other were already enough to identify him as a lowlife cheater and me as the dirty homewrecking slut. But he crawled to my side that morning and reached under the blankets his wife gave me to sleep under the night before.

He kissed and caressed each other for a long time until we adjusted so that I was on top of him. I knew she was in class and would not be home for a few more hours. I knew this because waking up on their couch on Saturdays was a natural occurrence. The pillows and blankets I slept on, were kept in a special place for me. I was a friend, practically a part of their family now. Kissing him hard and pushing his briefs down, first with my hands, then my feet. Laying on him, our sex was naked and touching for the first time. My 19 year old pussy was hungry for him, to prove to him that I was what he wanted. Sliding forward, and then back, his cock entered me- finally. My head threw back and I groaned as his big cock filled me.

I fucked him slowly. Sliding up and down on him as I stared into his eyes. It was one of those moments that, for good or bad, changed my life. I had crossed the line and I identified myself as one of those girls. I didn't care though. I was whatever he wanted me to be. This was going to change everything. My sex appeal was all I had to offer, and I suppose even then, I knew it. I was already imagining a lifetime together. I was not fucking him, I was planning my future. Claiming my true love and marking him, making him mine, finally.

His voice shaking and he told me he was going to cum. He gripped my hips hard and thrust upwards into me, countering and slamming down- taking in his thick cock and savoring each thrust, feeling victorious in my conquest. We were both dripping in sweat and gasping for air. I did not cum, but he still took my breath away.

In our haze, we almost did not hear the key go in the door. Frantic, I jumped off of him and ran to the bathroom and he ran to his room as the front door opened. I stood, leaning into the doorway to hear what was going on. When it seemed safe, I turned on the shower and jumped in. Cleaning the sin off of my body, my heart full, confident- and completely oblivious the reality I just created for myself.

Half Nekkid Thursday.

2007-08-01T20:18:00.000-07:00

sing it, hum it, or moan it for me....

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Whatever Lola Wants
Lola Gets
and little man, little Lola wants you
Make up your mind to have no regrets

Recline yourself...

Resign yourself...

You're through.

Sugasm #90

2007-08-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

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dirty little secrets

2007-07-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

My secret: When my ex is staying with me, often times when he gets up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom- I will reach over and grab my vibe out of my night stand and push myself to cum before he comes back out. I love feeling rushed and then when he comes back to bed (yes he still sleeps in my bed) I pretend I am still sleeping.

What's your dirty little secret? Leave your comments anonymous and come back to read others.

Perfect, part 2

2007-07-28T02:40:00.000-07:00

Part 1 here

His head dropped down as the guests in the room all agreed that he was perfect. He didn't like surprises. I could tell that he was going to be hesitant.

I leaned into his face, holding it in my hands, "Do you trust me baby?"

He lowered his head into my hands, "Yesssssss."

I kissed him. He sucked my tongue out of my mouth- kissing me deeply and keeping me close to him. I knew he was nervous. Unsure if I would push him, to the edge, maybe past his limits. I reached down and grabbed his cock. "Baby," I whispered. "This will be fun, it's just me- they are just watching."

He knew I was telling the truth. There was so much respect between us. So much trust as we both thoroughly enjoyed our times together and only wanted to explore as much as we could together. I had carefully picked out the evening guests and explained to them that he was just for show. They were welcome to fuck each other, masturbate, or watch- but not touch M.

Our guests, two guys- Mark and Jason, an a girl, Trish, sat on the chairs that were set up on the side of the room. The men were bi, and she was a girlfriend to one of them. All were very excited to see M get fucked as I had so wonderfully described him while I was out. They did not believe he would be at home waiting for me simply because I told him to be.

His cock surged at the thought of being watched. Some day he may ask to be fucked by a real cock, but I would not push him any farther than he wanted to go. He sat back on his heels while I stroked his cock slowly, showing it to our guests and talking about how beautifully shaped he was. "What do you think Mark? Do you want to suck it??"

"Oh yeah," Mark agreed, "He is gorgeous. You weren't kidding."

"Put your hands behind your back M," I told him while I scooted back on the bed so I was not touching him. I pulled my hair back and quickly tied it behind me. On all 4's, I wrapped my mouth around M's cock- pulling my lips over my teeth and pushing his cock between dry skin before closing my mouth around him hard, thrusting into him harder and tighter than usual. Deep down, he knew it was me- but the idea that perhaps it was Mark... he groaned and panted, not wanting to admit that it was good- that the sensation, without sight was overwhelming.

"Do you like that?" Mark said to him, now standing closer to him on the bed. "Do you like my mouth on your cock?"

He didn't answer- his body jerked at the sound of a male voice in his ear. Speaking to him this way. His cock, however, betrayed his inhibitions. His cock was hard and dripping pre-cum while he fucked my mouth. He knew not to cum, but I could tell he was fighting it. Fighting to retain control, not give in to the fantasy that another man was sucking his cock. It was a fantasy, and sometimes that is enough.

He growled under his breath, "Bitch."

I moaned as I released his shaft from my mouth. I grabbed him from around his neck and pushed him down so he was on all fours. I leaned in and whispered into his ear. "Don't disrespect me in front of our guests, slut. Now get on your back. Now.

As he moved onto his back, I pulled on the latex gloves. I let him hear the snap- but I could tell he did not know what I was doing with them. I pulled them on tight and then reached for a bottle of lube from my night stand. Squirting a generous amount on my gloved hands, I reached for his cock and slid the warm slippery latex over his cock.

Trish let out a moan from her seat in the chair, as Jason was moving between her legs and pushing her legs open. She was watching me stroke M with the lubed latex gloves and watching him squirm as the new sensation stroked over his cock. He knew I loved the smell and feel of latex and that I loved to masturbate with the gloves on. This was new for him though. The feeling was liquid over his cock and where the lube did not cover evenly, the smooth friction of the latex tickled the sensitive throbbing nerves of his solid shaft.

"Jason is eating Trish's pussy. Can you hear her?" through the silence was Trishs' soft moans, she whimpered like an injured puppy while he worked her clit with his tongue and was reaching for Mark- who was already pantless and jerking his cock. "Mark is jerking off watching you. He wants to fuck your ass so bad. I almost want to let him. Would you like that slut?"

He didn't answer. I could tell he was lost in it. The sounds of Trish moaning and encouraging Jason, "that's right baby. suck on that clit. Lick my puss good and clean," and the dirty wet sounds of Mark pounding his cock over heavy breaths, moans and whispers to M, "You are so fucking hot M. I want to fuck that tight ass of yours." Slick wet hands jerking his own cock and rubbing tight latex skin over his balls. The sensation and sounds put him in the middle of his own sex fantasy. He could smell the sex in the air- the heavy weighted scent of desire and deviance filled his nose and he was intoxicated by it. He wanted it to devour him. He wanted it all. He wanted to be fuck with his whole body, and to to have every sensation stroked. Thick sex crawled under his skin and sweat out of his pores. Each inhale in pulled in more sex, more energy, each exhale left him craving more.

"Get on your knees baby- so we can see that sweet pink ass-cunt of yours." He rolled over and got back on all fours- showing his ass to the guests. Jason was still working Trish's cunt, but she and Mark got a good look at him. "Isn't he beautiful? He keeps everything shaved for me- dontcha baby?"

I pulled his slippery cock between his legs and showed the whole package to Mark, "you want this Mark? This cock, and this ass? Come closer baby. I want you to cum right here- jerking your cock right over him. "

M squirmed and pushed against me as I handled his cock and balls. "You are going to get good and fucked while they watch you lose control. You won't be able to hold back, will you slut?" He nodded, no longer caring about the watching eyes- he was stuck in the fantasy and wanted to revel in it. "Yes ma'am. Please."

I pulled the latex gloves off of one hand while reaching to the nightstand for my newest toy. A new silicon dildo. It felt real- and I knew the first time I fucked my own pussy with it, that it would be perfect for M. I made him wait while I sucked on it to warm it up. Mark stood over him, "oh- he's so fucking hot. God I just want to suck on that cock."

I felt M puff up a bit, feeling a bit cocky, maybe proud that he was getting this response. He knew how much he was pleasing me, and he ached to cum. He felt safe, and I knew he was ready to perform for me now. I lubed up the cock and pushed it against his tight ass. He pushed back against it, slowly, groaning.

"Ah, that's my baby," I purred at him, "Let me hear it baby. Let me hear how you much you like it. Beg me, you little bitch."

While Mark jerked his cock less than a foot from us, I pushed the dildo into M's ass. He lowered his head and groaned hard while I fucked him letting the words flow from his lips like an obscene mantra. "Fuck yes, fuck me- oh that's so good. Damn it- fill me. Fuck me. Yes. Yes, fuck- oh fuck."

I pushed hard and fast into his cock- "You like that?"
"Fuck yes"

"Is that good baby? Are you my..."

"yes- fuuuuck yes" sweat dripped down his face while he groaned and begged.

"my fucking slut. My dirty whore. You like knowing that he wants you? Knowing that you make his cock hard. You want to suck..."

"no ma'am"

"his cock? I'll bet you do. I'll bet you want to prove to me that you'll do what I ask? Would you do it if I asked you to?"

"yes ma'am"

"Ahh, that's a good boy. Ah you fucking slut." I pumped the cock into his ass deep and hard. Faster. His cock hung below him, dripping out precum as his balls pulled in close, "Oh you want to cum baby??"

"please oh fuck yes, please. I wanna cum so. I'll cum so hard. All over."

"Wanna grab your cock and jerk it till you cum? Do you wanna cum in my mouth? On my face? Is that what you want?"

"Fuck, please. Can I watch? please- oh fuck."

He was shaking now. The thought of watching his cum shoot and drip into my face- the thought of putting me in my place and covering my face with his cum. Mark was pumping his cock hard- groaning loudly and fighting to hold back. Behind him Jason was fucking Trish on the floor, both of the, watching M. My beautiful fuck toy giving himself to me. I knew he would regret taking off the blindfold so I ignored his pleas to remove it. He could if he really wanted to.

His ass was arched in the air and he pushed back into the cock, taking it like a hungry whore. "M, sit back and sit on that cock." He obeyed me, moving his legs under him to the edge of the bed until he was sitting on the cock- his feet on the ground, he thrust and grind his ass into it. His skin was flushed and his breath was short and labored. "Oh baby- Mark is gonna cum right here next to you baby. I should make him shove his cock into you mouth."

"fuck" he whispered.

I reached down and grabbed his cock hard and jerked it fast, feeling the cum surge- hot and fast through his aching cock.

"Ohh fuck... ohh baby... I'm cumming. fuck baby. yes jerk my fat cock. fuck yes. Yes. Now, oh yes- now. I'm cumming. Yessssss."

He grabbed his cock and milked it with this strong hands while I stood and watched. He came hard- his creamy white load shooting forward into the air and landing on Mark's hand and cock. Jason behind us, groaned, "oh fuck" as he pumped his load into Trish.

"Ohh baby- you are cumming all over Mark."

"Ahh fuck yes!!" he called. He continued to shoot, groaning with complete surrender, shot after shot of hot liquid sex while Mark caught it all and rubbed it into his cock until his body spasmed and convulsed and he came on the bed and floor. "oooohhhh fuck, M. fuck- you are so fucking hot. ah fuck, I'm cumming- yeah!"

M came back to me. Shaking and trembling. He leaned into my body, sweaty, and exhausted. I helped him lay down, removing the cock from his body. He lay still on his side, used and tired. I signaled to the guests as I left the room to get some cloths and a basin of warm water. As I re-entered the room, our guests were almost dressed and exiting. Kissing me goodbye and thanking me.

I sat next to him, and began cleaning him up. I wiped his face and chest. I cleaned off his sensitive sex and let him lay, catching his breath while I adored him verbally. "You really are perfect baby. You are so vulnerable and honest. I see you baby. You are amazing."

"Thank you ma'am," he whispered to me, "Thank you."

consuming me

2007-07-26T11:58:00.001-07:00

HNT below....

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It's been too long. My mind is consumed with thoughts of sex.

Flesh. Cock. Sweat.

Need to be torn and punished. I know Z is displeased with my behavior. I know he wants to punish me. Tear through my flesh with his cock, fuck me until I cry and beg for forgiveness. He loves to hear about Lacey. He hates hearing about M. He hates the thought of me giving myself to anyone.

But do I?

Do I really give my body to anyone else? Have I cried out, in ecstasy and desire. Consumed by heat and passion and lust. Have I had a man above me- fucking me? Giving me one, two three. Peak after delicious peak of fuck and orgasm. No. I have become somewhat of a shadow of myself. I want to surrender. To give myself.

Pushed down on the bed- taking a hard fuck, because I deserve it. I crave it.

I crave him. I'll never have all of him, but I can't manage to stay away.

HNT- Solar Powered click thru

2007-07-26T06:17:00.000-07:00

Taken by Lacey. (click thru)

I love this effect, but I love more that she took the picture shortly after I attacked her on the couch. She's such a sweet piece of ass herself, I can't seem to get enough of her. She was so cute when I told her about Fleshbot. So excited and proud of me.

She doesn't quite get the effect she has on me yet. How I find myself staring at her when she is doing nothing in particular. How I wait until the last second to kiss her, so I can see her eyes close. How I can't seem to get the sweet taste of her skin off of my tongue, and how much it surges in my blood to remember her crying out, "Fuck me harder!"

I think if we were not such sluts for cock, I'd never need anyone else.

Sugasm #89

2007-07-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them.

This Week’s Picks
Burlesque
“She performs astounding acts and swirls her perfect ass in circles, like the tassles on her tits.”

Nylon Whispers
“I run my fingers along every bit of my nylon covered flesh”

No Timeless Beauty To Conform To
“While fashions themselves come and go, so do the standards of beauty rise and fall like the heaving breasts of an excited woman.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Welcome to the Redesign

Editor’s Choice
Catalina loves (sex in) Sevilla

More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm

See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Half-Nekkid and Asking for It
I Feel Myself
Inspiration
Lindsay Lohan Naked Pictures On Internet?
Professional dress code
Time For Tits

Erotic Writing and Experiences
Another Ride
Dirty Lace
A gay lesson
Joining the Half-Mile-High Club San Francisco, part 9
Office Masturbation - part 4
Poker
Postage Stamp Sex
Private Show pt. 1
Rape Fantasies
Repressed
Romance
She Dancin’ with a G

Sex News
Find Your Love Match Among Hegre Art’s Models

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
BDSM Part II; etymolgy, history, psychology
Can you can can?
Commentators
Fuck Your Fucking Ethics
The Glory That Is Myra Breckinridge
I wish I’d known that…
Lip Service
Panties Tell You What I’m Wanting
“Thank You”
Things I Would Like to See in Porn
Tom made me think

Sex & Politics
No Payola

BDSM & Fetish
Featured Fetish - Urophilia (Pee, Piss, Watersports)
Happy HNT - Metal bondage fun and a naughty night with Shasta Gibson
Sick
Singing about spanking
Submissive List
Torrent

pick me pick me....

2007-07-21T17:52:00.001-07:00

Sinclair: Chivalrous kinky writer, queer butch top, sex educator.

pink

2007-07-20T09:49:00.001-07:00

I went to visit Lacey last night. She wanted me to take some pictures of her for her myspace page and her new HNT blog. She was so cute and giddy about it.

We picked out some simple things and I snapped away at her- instructing her to move this way, angle that way. blah blah. She seems so comfortable in her skin, even though she claims that she, like every other woman on the planet has insecurities about her body.

I touched the small of her back,they way it curves in, just above her tattoo and told her how sexy I thought she was. She leaned in for a kiss. I attempted to keep my composure and snapped some more pictures as if it made no difference to me that I was taking pictures of this naked woman who lay below me a few shorts days ago- lost in her own sex.

We took a lot of pictures that turned our beautiful and I continued to tell her how sexy she was. Finally getting her pants off- she laid on the couch and spread her legs for me. I immediately remembered being between her legs and delving my tongue into her pussy. The sigh she gave when she felt my tongue, warm and wet on her. My chest tightened and I could taste her sweet sex on my tongue again. After few shots (that I won't post without permission) and I came out from behind the camera.

"Lace, I'm going to put the camera down now."

She giggled, "It's about time."

I walked over to her and pulled her close to me, resting my hand on the small of her back, digging my nails in a little bit. "You're kind of a slut, aren't you?"

She pushed my head down to her pink nipples and I took it into my mouth and again listened to her sigh softly. That sigh, her pink flush nipples and her soft pale skin. It was too much for me. I grabbed her wrists and held them behind her back, and then kissed lower on her. She opened her legs wide so I could see her soft pussy folds, hands behind her back and her head thrown back. Goddamn, I whispered.

Like velvet, I slid my tongue over her pink- keeping her hands held behind her back and my lips gently assaulting her pussy. Her legs stayed open and she fought to hold them there, rocking her hips towards me while I licked her pussy and called her my pretty slut. I was drunk on her reaction, slower- she would whimper softly and sometimes giggle- faster, and she would pant and moan. Whispering filthy obscenities into space, "that's it. eat my pussy so good. soo sweet...so hot... so fucking..." and her voice would trail off into her hungry moans.

She came, deliciously- her spread legs trembling and her moans hard and deep. Crying out while the peak spread over her body and her cunt dripped out her sweet cream. I licked and sucked her cunt clean. Intoxicated on her beautiful orgasm and the way her pink sex swelled as she countered my tongue on her.

Finally, I rested my head on her thigh- kissing her pussy while she came down.

She giggled again, "I thought you said were a COCK slut?"

Dirty Lace

2007-07-18T23:31:00.000-07:00

We decided to meet at a bar close to my place. I was excited to meet her and I recognized her right away. Dark hair, warm eyes and curves to kill me. Neither of us were nervous had some drinks while scoping out the men in the place. We spotted several hot guys and watched them like predators, laughing at our brazen attitudes and disregard for men as more than sex objects.

I had more fun staring at her. She was like me, but a bit more feminine I guess. Not that I am NOT feminine, but I saw her as a bit more girly than I am. Sweeter. As she danced around the floor, I watched her- somewhat protectively, but also entranced with her. She was graceful and sexy. Relaxed.

After a few dances we made our way to the ladies room where I pulled her into the last stall. Against the wall, I kissed her. Her tongue quickly darted into my mouth. Not the least bit shy or nervous and it made me question her claim that she had never been with another woman before. We kissed for a bit, pushing my breasts against her and resting my hands around her waist. Her lips were warm and needy. My height, she lowered herself under me a bit, moaning a softly into my mouth. I wanted to fucking devour her. My fingers intertwined with hers, pressing her back against the wall. I wrapped her hands around my neck and reached under her small tank top and under her bra. Her tits were perky, braless and pink. I lowered myself to take one in my mouth, feeling her hands in my hair and hearing her breathing quicken a bit. My hand cupped around her other warm breast, pinching her hard nipple and rolling it in my finger, while I sucked and flicked at the other.

I didn't want to stop but some people came into the restroom, so we stood still- kissing and trying not to laugh until they left. I moved away from her and said, "we can continue this later baby- but let me take a picture of those sweet nipples."

She lifted her shirt again for me and I snapped a picture.

Back out in the club we preyed on more guys until a small party of them settled at the table next to us. She leaned into my ear, nibbling for a second, "Wanna have some fun?" She grabbed her drink and took off to the next table. I followed her, completely smitten with her enthusiasm. She went to one side of the table, and I stood on the other.

"Excuse me?" she said, "If I came up to any of you and asked if you'd like to have sex with me. Would you be offended?"

I laughed out loud, feeling a slight twinge of jealousy, but laughing at the doe-eyed men at the table. She was mesmerizing.

One guy spoke up and said, "Honey I'd fuck you right now." He was standing next to me. Medium height, brown hair- solid body. I saw her check him out, for a second and she responded, "Really? Well I'm not leaving my friend here."

I laughed and said I would be fine, there were five other guys at the table, I would not have been alone for long as I was already feeling one the guy behind me leaning into my back, and his hand on my hip. She reached her hand behind my head and pulled me to her, leaned into my ear again and whispered Baby, come with me.

---

When I came out of the rest room, Lacey was topless. Lance was sitting on the bed and had his arms around her. He was kissing her pink breasts. I came up behind her, ran my hands up and down her arms, feeling her soft pale skin. I pushed her hair out of the way and exposed her neck to me. I leaned in, kissing her skin. Smelling her soft perfume and tasting her skin. She tasted like sugar. That was the thought in my head. My hands rested on her hips and I pulled her ass back towards me. She felt me tug at her and leaned back, stretching her neck to kiss me. I stroked her long neck and held her face. My hand scooped up to her breast and I rolled it again in my fingers.

She pushed my hair aside as I leaned in to kiss Lance. His lips were warm and strong. His tongue was intense. As I kissed him, I reached down and unbuttoned her jeans. Sliding them down over her shapely hips, adoring her curves. Her movements were fluid as she switched between kissing one and being adored by the other. I could feel her blood moving beneath her skin. I could taste the sex coming from her pores. "Take these off baby girl," I whispered to her, moving down her body, kissing her skin and helping her step out of her jeans.

Laying him down on the bed, we shared his cock. He lay back and watched as I worked his thick cock in my mouth and she took his balls in her mouth and sucked them. He moaned, gently pushing my head down on his cock. I watched her, her cheeks elongating to take his smooth shaved balls between her lips.

I admit I was more enthralled with watching her. She was so salacious. So completely pulled into this moment and I wanted her to have it. I drank her in, grabbed her by the hair and pulled her to me so I could taste her lips again. We stood kneeling, facing each other while I stroked his cock between us. I could have pushed him aside at this point- but I wanted to see more. I wanted to see her lost in the fuck, watch her skin tremble, hear the desperation in her voice as she came. I felt her panties against the hand that was stroking him. I extended my hand a bit so I could stoke the crease of her pussy through her thin black panties.

She tugged at my clothes, urging me to remove them- but I decline. "No baby..." I didn't explain further. He pulled us down to him and rolled her onto the bed. I kissed him as she took his cock in her mouth again. She was laying on her back, propped up on her elbows. I kissed and bit my way down his chest, and quickly moved back to her skin. I massaged her pink nipples while I stroked her thigh, waiting for her cue. Her legs opened for me and my blood burned as my hand ventured farther to caress her pussy lips. I could see the wetness soaked through her panties. I reached under them, feeling the soft slick folds of her cunt. She was tight and clean. Lance was watching me, touching her. She grabbed at my breast, pushing her hand under my top and squeezing my nipple, almost pulling me closer. I winked at him and moved of the bed and between her legs. I peeled her panties down and positioned her so she was laying more flat on the bed and not somewhat sideways.

Lance stopped for a moment for her to adjust and she immediately pulled me on top of her. I kissed her hard and then moved down her body. Stopping to taste each breast, sucking and tugging at her nipples, feeling her grind her hips up towards me, instinctively. I moved lower, watching her for clues or any hint of hesitation but her hand moved down and rested on my shoulders. There were no pause or uncertainty. Just the perfect picture of sex and surrender. Lance's cock was thrusting again in and out of her soft lips and she was leaned back on her elbows, her legs open and her pussy lips slightly opened so I could see the wet pink flesh. I leaned in and pressed my hands on her thighs, pushing them open as I dipped my tongue into her pussy. I heard her moan.

Fuck, I could have licked her pussy forever. She tasted like sugar and sex. I explored her cunt with my tongue- delving into the creases and exploring the territory. Moving up to her cunt, feeling the hard bud with my tongue, I circled it, stroked it back, and rubbed the flat of my tongue against it- feeling the hood pull back as her excitement increased more. Her hips gently pushed towards my tongue and I licked her up and down, moving my tongue to taste the heat that dripped from her hole. I continued to eat her pussy while she put the condom on him with her teeth. Ah, talented too.

I sat next to them on the bed while she fucked him. On top of him, I watched her thrusting and grinding on his cock. He pushed my hand between his legs. I stroked his balls and massaged her perineum and ass while she fucked him. He had one hand on my breast, the other hand in her hair.

I watched while she fucked him. I noted the differences in her movement than in my own. The curve in the small of her back, that I continually rubbed my hands over. The way the speed and intensity of her movements, coincided with her moaning. He turned her over and drove his cock hard into her. She gripped my hand while I continued to rub and squeeze his balls, listening to him tell her how good she felt. How tight her cunt was.

I watched as her legs moved from being on the bed, to bent upwards, to up in the air, spread open while he drilled into her. I could hear her moans, getting louder. Quivering, more desperate. I recognized the moans. She was ready, and wanting. Needing. Her voice was broken and shaken when she cried out, "Fuck me harder."

Needing no further encouragement, he pounded hard and fast into her. Her moans peaked as I watched her thighs, under him, tremble and convulse. It was fucking beautiful.

I kissed her again cleaning the cum off of her stomach and told her how sexy she was. She kissed me back and purred at me, "Thank you sweetie."

Cool and satisfied, we kissed him goodbye, thanked him and left the hotel, laughing.

HNT- The boys are waiting.

2007-07-18T17:28:00.001-07:00

My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard!!

torn lace

2007-07-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

She's been stalking my blog and sending me emails, and she finally revealed herself to me.

You are totally in control of this man....... teach me teach me.......

Gladly, dear. But first, how do I control her??

Perfect

2007-07-17T10:19:00.000-07:00

He looked beautiful. Tattooed, pierced and bound. My big strong man, all slutted up and waiting for me. He was blindfolded and laying on the bed, his hands behind his back. He looked like a rag doll, save the throbbing cock.

"Get on your knees, M." I told him. He quickly moved to his knees on the bed. Fuck he was good. He was crouched in the fetal position. His head down. I could see his tattooed arms behind his strong wide back. His almost 300 pounds of muscle, damp with sweat. I sat next to him on the bed, caressing his skin, lovingly. He moved towards my body, kissing my thighs and licking his way to my cunt. I sat back and let him have me. He was limited in motion, but strained his neck and lapped at my pussy. Sucking and nibbling on my clit until I shuddered and came in his mouth.

I reached over him and untied his hands. He wrapped them around my body, like a child, his head resting on my hip. I knew he wanted more. Wanted to be pushed and taken. I reached under him and tugged on his cock. Pushing him back with my shoulder to sit up. He was on his knees now. His hand untied, but still blindfolded. His body was perfectly formed, slightly tanned and solid. I looked at him- he was completely comfortable. I could tell that beneath the blindfold, his eyes were closed and he trusted me.

I moved in front of him and took his cock in my mouth. Slowly sucking it and massaging his balls with my hand. He groaned, softly. Perhaps enjoying the easy attention being paid to him. His cock was long and smooth. I worshiped it like a temple. Slow licks from the base all the way up the underside and closing my mouth over him. I listened to his quickened breathing. Grunting and whispering to me. I sucked and jerked his cock until he was ready to cum, and then stopped. Making him wait. I knew he could. He had told me how he had trained his body to hold out a long time. He was a well prepared slut, just waiting for me to cum along and set him free.

Looking up at him, he seemed frustrated. I could see it in the line of his jaw. Frustration, need. "What's the matter lover?" I purred up at him? I knew, but I wanted to hear it. He 'looked' down towards my voice. I got on my knees in front of him and kissed my way up his body. Pinching one nipple hard and kissing and biting his lip. "tell me what you need. is this not enough for you?? Tell me, what do you need?"

I pinched harder, digging my nails in now. He moaned thru clenched teeth. "Fucking TELL ME, M. What?"

His head fell to my shoulder. Kissing and biting into my skin. Begging me, "More..." he whispered, "More- take me again, fuck me .... please. Make me your whore again. Please."

"Baby," I whispered into his hair. "You are perfect."

I turned to my guests. "Didn't I tell you he was perfect?"

Into the ocean, pt. 3. The End.

2007-07-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

part 2

Tears streamed down my face. It was so good. His tongue delved into the folds of my swollen cunt- searching out every last nerve. My legs shook and I fought to hold it back, but I was going to lose control of my orgasm. I pleaded with him to let me cum.

Three fingers, pushed into my hole, filling me. I felt the sides of my pussy, burning- tearing. His big hands violated me as I yelled out- my orgasm finally releasing while he tore me up- fucking me harder and fast. I could feel myself soaking the bed, drenching his hands. He drank my juices- feeding off of me the way I do him.

I knew this was supposed to be the last time. I knew I was supposed to say goodbye. I surrendered. Devoured. Obscenities flowed from my mouth, begging him for more. I grabbed him by his hair and pulled to me, kissing him hard and rolling on top of him. He allowed me this as I kissed and licked his face clean. I sunk my pussy down around his cock, and cried out as his cock pushed another orgasm through my body. It rushed up my body and exploded in my brain. My body convulsed and fucked him without reservation. Crashing again and again like the waves outside the window, I peaked and broke until I fell on his chest.

I broke into real tears. The emotion was too much for me and I knew that I just couldn't get the words out. He knew. I know he felt it too. The obsession had become too much for both of us. We were again, dangerously close to the edge. He rested his arms around me, petting my hair and quieting me.

"I can't hurt you, baby. I love you too much." I kissed his chest where head lay. "Ssshhhh, baby." I sobbed in his arms. My heart pleading with him to ask me to stay. Ask me not to leave. Please, want me. Just ask me to change my mind and I will.

He lifted my chin and leaned down to kiss me again. No words were needed. We both knew what the silence meant, and I couldn't stand to hear anymore.

gravida

2007-07-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

I found being that pregnant physically altered my body (and brain), I never felt so inherently sexy and female. I stumbled upon these pictures on myspace, and I got permission to post it (Thanks babydoll). I swear, I stared at her pictures for 5 minutes, marking the curves in her body that were created for the baby growing in her belly. The tattoos seem perfectly placed, as if she always knew that her body would melt into this.

Beautiful.

HNT- 200K

2007-07-12T17:05:00.000-07:00

(Put up early cause I got stuff to do tonight. ) Hi Os!!

Happy HNT!! Thanks for the hits and the feedback. Please leave more comment.

And if you are new here (*wink to someone special), remember what I told you. I'm not the little girl I used to be, baby.

I'm better.

Into the ocean, pt. 2

2007-07-11T21:16:00.000-07:00

Pt. 1 here .

Finally alone he pulled me close to him and kissed me long and hard. I love kissing him. LOVE kissing this man, he crushes me. His lips press against mine, his body presses against mine and I lose my breath. From our first kiss, I have felt this way. Small, feminine, and devoured by his kisses.

"Where's my girl?" he asked me, sensing something stirring in my head.
"Here, baby,"I answered, looking up to him, my chin resting on his chest, and smiling like a little girl who just got a new pair of shoes from Daddy, "I'm yours."

He caressed my face and pushed my forehead backwards and cradled it in his hands while he leaned into my ear, "On your knees, my slut."

On my knees I undressed him and took his soft cock into my mouth. I moaned as I slipped him into my mouth, gently sucking and moving on him, his cock growing harder with each stroke, I moved faster. Working and milking the head with my tongue, massaging his balls with my free hand. Holding the shaft with one hand and running a flat tounge all the way up his cock, looking up, and then wrapping my mouth around him and swallowing his cock deep in my throat. Waiting and craving for his adoration while he stood over me, nonchalant and cold. I needed his acknowledgment. My whole body was already aching and I just wanted to please him. Perhaps this was my final chance. Perhaps if I pleased him enough. I looked up at him, my eyes pleading.

"You are so good to me, pet, fantastic. Fuck, I've missed you so much." he poured over me while he sighed and pet my hair and caressed my cheek. My heart raced with his attention. My heart telling me that I could not leave this man. I was a loyal slut and he was my keeper, "I'm going to cum in your mouth, baby. Fuck, suck me harder. I want to see my cum painted on your tongue."

I wrapped around his cock and continued with an intense passion. Fucking his cock into my lips and sucking back, waiting to take in the hot cum that fuels me. Again and again, feeling his cock widen and throb, his hands gentle on the back of my head, as if not to disturb the fervor of my obsession. I moaned with need, pleading with him to release in my mouth. His hips shook as he leaned slightly forward to hold his balance as his cum rushed into my mouth. I moaned as I felt it pool on my tongue- resisting the urge to feed on it. I waited until he was spent and he said, "show me slut."

I looked up at him and opened my mouth, showing him a mouthful of his cum, like a kitten who was pleasing her owner with a caught animal.

"That's my good girl," he caressed my cheek again as I swallowed his cum. He moved me to the bed and kneeled between my legs, "Can I eat that pretty pussy of your now baby?"

I moaned, my legs falling open his mouth moved on me. He never did this without me asking. I tried not to think of the meaning behind it. Maybe he knew, maybe it was his way of getting me to change my mind... maybe... his hands pressed on my thighs, opening my legs roughly and holding them down, exposing my pussy to him. "mmmm, what a pretty pussy you have, baby."

He leaned and kissed my waiting heat. Soft licks and kisses, gently over my soaking cunt, teasing. I squirmed and moved beneath his grip on my thighs but I was helpless. I was a small boat in a raging sea helpless and waiting to be overturned. His tongue was like water, lapping at me again and again. Helpless I whimpered beneath him, begging him for more.

This is how he is. Giving, adoring, loving, consuming... but holding out. Keeping me on the edge, giving me so much, but holding back enough to keep my kneeled by his side. His teasing gentle assault that burned under my skin, while tingling the nerves on my cunt like a thick stream of warm water. Each soft stroke was telling was that he controlled me. My orgasm was waiting on the tip of his tongue and he was not going to give it to me so easily.

Sugasm 87

2007-07-10T20:30:00.000-07:00

The best of this weeks blogs by the bloggers who blog them.

This Week’s Picks
The Other Night that I Was Waiting For
“We could have an entire relationship without ever leaving this spot.”

In the Beginning
“The actual piercing was exquisite – one fraction of a second of pain, followed by a feeling of pleasure like I have never experienced.”

A modern romance or just wanking off in front of the computer screen?
“And then there are some people you want in your bed. ”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
The Torture Porn Debate

Editor’s Choice
Never say never

More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm

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Erotic Writing and Experiences
About the Other Night pt. 4
Apollo sandwich
The Beautiful Blue-Eyed Boy
Cum again
Do you remember
Down the enchanted pussy hole
Gropes and Kisses
Once You Go Black?
Out of Body
The Pirate Captain - Part V
A quickie
She Says “Relax…” (Thunderfuck)
Spell of Desire
Transmogrification and the Dakini - Part 5, Body

Sex Poetry
Twist in the Polaris

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Half-Nekkid on Canada Day
I’m pretty sure you said…Pearl Necklace…
Too Much Details (video)

BDSM & Fetish
Broken Bath Brush
Catalina loves Choking
Discipline
Dream Sex Slave Day
Fetish Film: Tickling And Spanking: Greatest Hits
Flash on top of Mt. Seymour
Just go to sleep…
His test
My Fetishes (Roleplay)
New Story: Judicial Canings
You can’t camouflage hotness
You Take The Good, You Take The Bad

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
1st Blogiversary
Birth of the Stay at Home Nympho
Blowjob everywhere…
Deep Thoughts
Hall Passes & Pearls Before Swine
The Passion Hook

Sex News & Reviews
Mom would be so proud…
Stormy Leather

Into the ocean

2007-07-08T09:40:00.000-07:00

He makes me smile when he is good to me. I love you, Z. That won't ever change.

Our last encounter, was intense as ever. I have not had the strength to write it, but as anyone knows, writing it takes the power away.

He showed up at my work and we quickly went to a hotel by the ocean. I was quiet and introspective, my mind and my heart battling with each other- and my body knowing that it would ultimately have it's way first.

more later

Defiant Submissive

2007-07-07T11:23:00.000-07:00

I have much to learn about this world. I admit that M's emergence in my dirty world is a perfect distraction after leaving Z.

I don't know that I could ever give so much of myself to anyone else. I am not looking to replace who Z was to me. That simply isn't possible. I am not looking to switch because I don't know that I can or that I truly want to. M is not a sub, mine or anyone else's. I believe this is an exploration for him, for both of us. And when it is over we will leave with a smile, knowing more about ourselves.

I am healing, we all have our own ways. Deep cuts need strong medicine.

his test

2007-07-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

He stood with my bag in his hand, his cock red and throbbing. He was nervous and excited. I told him to drop the bag, as I grabbed his cock and put my lips around it. Working his cock with my lips, hard and fast- and then stopping to let him rest. Building the tension and then bringing him down. He was racing with my mouth, trying to cum before I stopped each time- but knowing that I was in control.

I wanted to test his control. See just how far he could go. How far he would go for me. I let him get even closer the next time- until he was grunting and breathing hard to fight it. I pulled away from him, and pushed him back on the bed.

"Open your legs." He bent his knees and let them fall open. He looked pained, frustrated and a little nervous. I climbed between his legs and pushed my fingers towards his ass. It was mine now, had been fucked hard before. This was no shock for him. I rubbed some lube on him and pushed my finger inside him, watching his cock pulse and bob. I smiled wickedly at him- while I fucked him for a moment. Massaging his sensitive gland and warning him. "You don't cum until I say you can."

"Yes," he said under his breath. He watched his cock, moving with each stroking of my finger in his ass. His balls were pulled in next to his body, and I knew he was thinking that he could not hold out much longer. I reached for my bag and pulled out a medium sized plug. He watched me licking it, making it wet and slick for his tight little ass. His eyes closed and he groaned- but by the throbbing thick cock that pushed towards me, I knew he wanted it.

I slipped my fingers from him ass and pushed a medium sided plug into his ass. It stretched him open and then narrowed to hold in place. I turned a small knob on the bottom, feeling and hearing the vibrations fill him. "ahhhhhh...." he groaned out, his hips raising off the bed.

Cleaning off my hands, I moved over him, kissing him softly on the lips and then biting and his lip ring and tugging on it. "Lets see what a good boy you are for me." I lowered my pussy down on his cock- watching the look in his eyes as I sunk down on him. He whimpered, feeling the vibe in his ass, pulsing through his cock that was sunk into my hot pussy. I held still for a moment, as I could tell he was ready to lose control. I leaned into his face. "Shhhh baby... show me what a good boy you are for me."

He took a few deep breaths before I started to fuck him. I could feel the vibe, full speed, through his body as I rocked on him. Forcing it to massage him with each thrust. "Can you hold out longer than me baby?" I hissed at him. His cock was hard and wide and I each thrust downward pushed that vibe into his tight ass to rub him, forcing his cock to throb and jerk inside me. Watching him struggle made my pussy ache to cum and I fucked him harder. "Cussing at him and tempting him. "You want to cum baby? You want to fill this cunt? huh baby?? So good, rubbing inside your ass. you dirty fucking whore. are you my little toy baby?? my cock toy??"

I reached down and pinched his nipple hard. His hands went out to the sides of the bed and grabbed hard at the sheets. He jerk hard against me. "FUCK!" he called out, as he pumped his cum into me. I felt the warm thick fluid, melting inside me as he spilled his load into me. "Fuck, I'm sor... fuck."

I dug my fingers into his chest, "oh you poor baby. Couldn't hold out??" I continued to fuck him, feeling his cum slosh in my pussy until I came on him, mixing his cum with mine. "You...misbehaved...little...bitch..." I pulled myself off of him and moved over his face. His cum dripped from my pussy and down my leg. He reached between his legs to pull the vibe from his ass while he licked the cum that was dripping from my soaked hole.

"Clean me up good, bitch," I hissed at him while he licked me from clit to ass, "Next time you will be better disciplined."

smooth surface

2007-07-01T11:35:00.000-07:00

"Show me," I told him. Sitting down at his desk chair. He dropped his pants and showed me his work. His balls were shaved and smooth. I motioned for him to come to me. "Lets see how you did."

I leaned forward and licked him, feeling the smooth skin on my tongue. My fingers delicately wrapped around his cock, I swirled my tongue around his balls, feeling the smooth texture of his sac. I was pleased. "Now let me see what else." I grabbed his black t-shirt and pulled him in for a kiss, with my other hand I reached behind him and felt the smooth hairless perineum and back farther to his sweet little asshole. Smooth and soft. He twitched a little at my fingers reaching to feel him as I moaned into his mouth. "mmmmm, I like that baby."

He smiled into my kiss and giggled like a little girl as I made circles around his tight hole with my fingernails, tickling him. I pulled my head back to take another look at him. His new haircut, short and clean. His goatee, trimmed and neat. For all his filth, he was stunning to look at and just the sight of him made me ache with want.

I sat back in the chair, lifting my skirt and opened my legs. He immediately went to his knees. He reached forward up and removed my red panties and leaned in to lick my pussy. I was already slick and his tongue moved slowly, relieving the ache as I felt it drag slowly over my clit. I rested my legs on him, letting my heels dig into his muscular back as my legs fell open to his adoration of my pussy. He was practically on all fours, his back slightly arched so is ass was in the air. Licking my cunt like a dirty kitten going after his cream.

I adored him for his blind trust and his honesty of his filthy desires. He wants to be fucked and used. Pushed to his sexual limits. I was intrigued and tempted to find the edge. To know just how far he will let me go. I want to be inside his cock and feel him pulsing, be the blood that boils in his veins and be the name he cries out when he cums so hard his that fucking head spins.

I planted my foot on his shoulder and pressed him back off of me. His lips pink and shiny from my juice of my pussy- I leaned in and kissed him. Tasting my pussy from his lips. I reached down to stroke his cock, he groaned and pushed it into my hand, his body aching for me to stroke him and adore him.
"In due time, lover. Due time." I ran my tongue along the inside of his bottom lip, "Bring me my bag. I brought something for you."

rules of the game

2007-06-29T21:15:00.000-07:00

We sat the across from each other in the crowded bar, talking and laughing. Talking like we were old friends and catching up the weeks events. My foot rested on his chair comfortably between his legs, my toes making contact with his balls. His had rested on my pedicured foot, rubbing gently and caressing me under the table. After our last encounter, I felt it necessary to have a night out together and at least have a drink. It was a sign of mutual respect and to discuss the situation as it were. There was no relationship that didn't come with even the shortest string.

"Did I hurt you?" mixing my drink with my straw, looking up at him with a blank gaze.

He nervously looked around, as if somehow the other patrons might hear, "Yes, but..." He took a deep breath and closed his eyes, tilting his head down.

Ahhhh, the beautiful submission. My pussy started to swell. The thought of him, on his knees, head down, being fucked and sucked off.

"I wanted it. I'd never been... like that...ever."

I stretched my foot out towards him and he pushed his cock against my foot. He was hard under his pants, and now rubbing my toes along his long shaft. The thought of me, violating and owning him, had his blood boiling already. I could see it in his eyes, the warm brown deepened and his eyes opened to me. I could see him, right through to his soul.

He wanted me, he craved me.

He trusts me.

"Alright," I smiled, massing his cock with my foot while he pushed it against me. "Then we agree." I threw down a $20 on the table for the drinks and started to get up.

"Lets go."

Is it hot in here? HNT!!!

2007-06-27T23:31:00.001-07:00

Happy HNT. The good thing about this gorgeous and warm weather is that I have an excuse to be half nekkid all the time!!!

battle of the soul

2007-06-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

The other day, out of sheer frustration I stood against the wall, rubbing and my clit with my vibrator. Just trying to release the sadness and the angry. The betrayal of my heart. My mind tried to block out the memories and pretend that I was fine- but in the end, I couldn't do it. My orgasm buried inside my body, beneath the surface- laying still and motionless. I pushed harder, thinking of everything but him. Images and memories of flesh and sweat. Words and pictures. Men, women.

My legs trembled and my body felt the surge of heat rushing through it, but I was still denying myself. Separate. Separate my heart from this. It's sex. Just sex. What the fuck is wrong with you?? My decision, it was my decision to let go. To take back my body, my heart. He doesn't own me anymore. Take it back....

Bitch. A whisper from my lips as I forced my body to become my own again. My clit was burning like firey needles. It was so painful, too sensitive- but I knew it was there for me. I stroked the vibe over my clit, pushing hard, bruising and forcing the sensation up and through my clit. The beast now wanted her fill. She didn't care how, or why. She gives no care to my emotions- she just wants...

I let his name fall from my lips, and finally, my orgasm hit me hard. Yes, oh fuck yes, and his name, again and again rushed from my lips and poured over my body. My hips rocked forward as his face, his touch, his cock entered my mind and crawled through my cunt.

I fell to the floor, breathless, satisfied- and defeated.

he owns me... he knows this.
I know he's laughing...

panty raid....

2007-06-21T14:50:00.000-07:00

I love Thursdays!!! I love cute panties.

I also love the way this picture gives the image as if there's light coming out of my pussy!!

Sugasm #84

2007-06-19T11:35:00.001-07:00

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lost in it

2007-06-17T16:39:00.000-07:00

Got way too 'altered' last night. My body was heavy and my movements seemed to "trail" before my eyes.

His tongue on my clit was driving me insane. I squirmed and pushed against his tongue, not sure if I was really moving or not. His tongue moved slowly, dragging every tiny bud on his tongue, over my pussy. I could feel it- each groove of hot sensation.

I felt as if I was floating. I could not cum, I just floated. His tongue felt so good- although I kept pushing him harder- the sensation did not increase. It couldn't. It was already too good. He rolled me over on to my stomach, so slowly. It was torture, my muscles ached to move but my skin was sensitive and felt the cool breeze from the window. I could feel nerves on my skin tingling, inches above my body.

Pushing into my tight hole, I cried out. I was not prepared. My brain registered pain, but I could feel the wetness dripping from my cunt as he pushed his cock into my ass. I felt the tight hole stretching to accommodate his cock. It felt as if I was being torn open, and I felt the warm sensation of sex crawling up my spine.

I groaned and pushed him deeper. Talking in a continuous rhythm- the voices in my head, the beast taking over me, getting her fill. Consuming me. His teeth bit down on my shoulder. I curled into it, and moaned. I envisioned the blood dripping out of my skin. Running like water down my back while he fucked me. Is that what you want? Biting you hard?

Did I ask him to bite me? What was I saying?

The beast was speaking for me now. She was controlling my movements and taking in every ounce that I could get. I pushed on all fours and I heard her voice speaking again, inaudibly. What was happening.

I was moved back on my stomach, and I felt a cock being pushed it my soaked cunt. My legs were raised and resting against his chest. My cunt filled, I felt another cock pushing against my ass. Fuck. A voice inside me cried out. My body writhed and pushed, taking in both cock. Not sure which one was him, which one was fake. Maybe both were. I didn't know. My eyes were too heavy to open.

My pussy and ass were being cruelly fucked and I was his fuck doll. The beast consumed me and raged in my blood. She soaked up every inch of cock, taking it like a drug addict with her fix. He fucked me long and hard. It felt like it was hours, days. Time stopped and I felt that I was dreaming. Every second that passed felt like a memory and my cunt ached to be fucked more and more. Never enough.

Without warning, the orgasm hit me. My skin reconnected to my body and burst into flames of sensation, nerves, sweat and sex. My skin was drenched in sweat and I was calling out, a voice that sounded nothing like mine. My feet were pressed against his shoulders and I pushed and rocked, fucking the cocks that invaded me. The flames consumed me. Pressure weighted on my chest and my eyes, still closed, opened to see the rush of darkness cover them.

All play and no work...

2007-06-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

He loves these panties... They didn't stay on long.

Happy HNT!!!

his need (part 2)

2007-06-13T13:33:00.000-07:00

(read part one first)

He rested his head on the bed, his ass still in the air. I moved behind him and lubed up the cock. He was so hot, good and ready for me. I pushed the head of the cock against his ass. Feeling this, his head came up and he was on all fours for me again. I moved slowly at first, but I did not stop. Watching his tight ass open for the dildo. He grunted out, fuuuuck- as I penetrated his virgin ass, holding on to his hips so he could not move forward and away from me.

Once I pushed the cock all the way into his ass, I held it there for just a second, letting him get used to the new sensation. Once his breathing slowed a bit, I pulled back on it. He gasped a bit, and I began to fuck him. I ignored his movement and his groans. He knew how to get me to stop if he wanted. I dug my nails into his side and fe held still while I pushed and pulled, in and out of his tight ass, watching every curve of the cock rub inside his ass. He was out of his mind, words were coming out of his mouth that he could not control.

Fuck, that's so good. Ouch, slow. fuck, yes. Fuck my ass. So hard. Fuck. Cock. Fuck yes. Motherfucker. Bitch. Whore. Slut. fuck.

I felt so powerful. I worked to thrust as if the cock was part of me. Pulling him back into it. Matching his speed. The base of the cock pushed against my cunt, putting intermittant pressure on my clit. I wanted to push and grind into it, but I kept fucking him. Cursing him and stretching his ass and making it mine.

He was lost in the fuck. The ultimate surrender he so desired. Years and women passed and was never able to ask before. He never felt it was allowed to surrender his control and lower his head in submission. Doing it now, he felt released. Strong. Free. His head down, gritting his teeth, he took my cock- pushing into him again and again.

I could feel him shaking, his body shuddering in wave after wave of fluidless orgasm- his body reaching peaks never felt before. I slowed my movements and unhooked the dildo from the harness and used my hand to keep it in place in his ass. I moved under him so, he was straddling my face. He drove his cock into my mouth, my hand still holding on to the cock in his ass. His cock was dripping precum into my mouth with each thrust. Pulling out of my mouth meant that the cock drove into his ass. His moans came deep, from within his gut. His skin flushed and damp. Sex controlled him as he grinded and rotated his hips. Short moans, almost crying out- he was lost in the haze.

He teetered right on the edge as I turned to pull his cock out of my mouth. "You look perfect slut, jerking that cock for me. Aching to come baby?"

His hand immediately went to his cock and he jerked in my face, hard and fast. I continued to fuck his ass as he balanced on his knees, leaning forward, but back just enough to hold himself. His prostate was now fully engorged and I had to fuck him hard to keep it inside him without the weight of my body.

"Cum for me now, whore. Cum on me. Right. Fucking. Now."

His body shook and his head fell backwards as his hips trembled. He fell forward on one hand grunting and cursing. Cum poured from his cock, covering my tits, and neck. He groaned with every throb of his cock as it emptied, drained and released him.

Covered in sweat, his body tingling warm. He knew he would never be the same.

He was mine now.

his need

2007-06-13T13:13:00.000-07:00

He stood with his hands behind his back. His eyes looking downward. I circled him, slowly, tletting my fingers trail his tattoos as I eyed him like a predator. He was naked. Muscular and tan, he was like a sculpture. As I walked behind him a second time, I curled my fingers so my nails dug in and scraped across his skin. He took in a sharp breath and I knew he felt the sting.

"Is this what you want, slut?" I asked him, my tone cold and emotionless, "Are you sure?"

My hand reached in front of him and I cupped his balls in my hand. Waiting for his response. As he nodded in agreement, I gently squeezed my hand, gripping his balls, slowly, harder and harder. He groaned and winced, leaning slightly forward.

Sweet Submission.

I grabbed his cock, soft and warm and stroked it. "Are you gonna do what I tell you baby? Are you gonna be my dirty slut? Let me fuck you like a little bitch?" His cock grew hard with my words and my fingers wrapped around him. "Stroke your cock for me."

Sitting on the couch in front of him I spread my legs and showed him my cunt while he stroked his cock. Long strokes over and under his cock, his eyes fixed on my pussy. He kept going until his cock was thick and pink, the thin skin stretched over his erection as if it would burst.
I sat up, and pulled the black rubber ring off of my thumb and leaned in to wrap it around his throbbing cock.

"Look at it, lover," I instructed him, "look how hard that fucking cock is for me." He looked down at his cock, dark pink, and bulging. I traced my finger over the thick veins and then slapped the head of his cock with the back of my hand. He groaned and cursed. I took his hand and cupped it under my pussy, "feel that baby?" his finger pushed inside my lips and felt my wet cream surround his finger, "that's how much I want this. Now help me put this on."

He reached into my bag and pulled out the harness and cock. His eyes wide as he saw the thick cock that would eventually give him what he so desperately wanted. I could tell from the look in his eyes that he was nervous, but I assured him that it would be worth it. Even if it did hurt just a little bit. Once I was in the harness with the cock jutting forward, I grabbed on to it, stroking it while he watched me. His own cock was still hard, red and bulging forward.

He reached out to touch me, but I pushed his hands away and grabbed his balls one more time. I pulled on them, as I whispered, "get on your knees for me."

He followed my grip and fell to his knees. He prepared for the squeeze, but it didn't come. I grabbed his cock and squeezed it gently, feeling him still throbbing. I moved behind him and pushed him over, so he was on all fours. Then I stood up and looked down on him. I reached down and dragged a fingernail down his back, watching him arch his back under the sharp edge. When his back was curved down and his ass was in the air I demanded of him, "Right there."

He froze. His ass in the air. I came behind him and got on my knees. He was beautiful. His toned body, thick muscles, he looked like a mythological God. I reached between his legs and stroked his cock, still hot and hard. He groaned and arched his ass higher, and back again, thrusting in my hands. I moved infront of him on my knees and put my cock in his face. I ran it under his chin and across his cheek. He kept his eyes firmly on me. I had no idea what he was thinking, but his breathe was sharp and his eyes were fixed. I rant the cock in front of his mouth, over his lips. "Open for me slut."

He opened his mouth, gently resisting as I slid the rubber cock into his mouth. His eyes closed, he rested his open mouth as my pushed it in and out of his mouth, "Don't fuck with me!" I snapped at him, "Suck it. You want to be a slut, this is what sluts do. They eat cock. Now eat my cock."

His lips wrapped around it and he groaned a bit. I watched him, his hot lips wrapped around the cock while he moved on it. I watched him, smiling and adoring him. Knowing now, why men always looked down to watch. "That's it... be my good boy." he looked up at me, the cock in his mouth. fuck, I groaned again and put my hands on the top of his head, pushing him down while I made short thrusts into his mouth.

I leaned forward and reached my hands over him, my nails caught his skin and I dragged them up his back, hard. When he started to protest, I pushed the cock harder into his mouth, quieting him. "Faster." I told him, "Suck me faster. I want to watch you work this cock like your life depended on it. Do it, or I'll really fuck you up."

He complied. His mouth moved on me, faster and faster. Letting the cock slide into his mouth and sucking it on the way out. I watched him, my cunt growing increasingly wet. "oh yes baby, fucking your mouth like a cunt." His occasional groan became a moan and I knew he was sucking cock now. Fucking slut, I said as I pulled the cock from his mouth. Breathless, I bent forward to kiss his swollen lips. He latched on to my mouth, kissing me deeply, connecting with me as so not to feel left 'out there' after just sucking this cock. I moved around behind him now. His hot round ass in the air. I ran my hands over him, and reached under to feel his cock.

"ooooh baby," I teased him. His cock was harder now, pulsing under the tight ring and dripping. Pre-cum was dripping from his cock. I used it to rub the head of his cock while he fucked my fingertips, "Your cock drips like a cunt."

I continued to stroke his cock. Until he was grunting and his breath was raw. I pushed his cock down between his legs and I put it in my mouth. I sucked hard to release some pressure, and then grabbed this shaft, hard, squeezing. He groaned one more time, and he was no expecting to feel my hot wet tongue on his ass.

I flicked his asshole with my tongue, while I squeezed his hard cock. He moaned loud and pushed his ass in the air. such a fucking whore. I grabbed his ass and spread him wide so I could like him from his balls all the way to his asshole. He rocked up and down, pushing back into my tongue. I stopped at his tight hole and licked him. Making circles around his tight hole with the tip of my tongue, then using a little more pressure, the flat of my tongue to make short strokes. I stopped to direct him and continued licking his ass while he rocked and fucked into the air.

"Jerk your cock for me slut, but don't you fucking cum until I get this cock into your ass."

"Put your head down and keep your ass in the air like the goddamn whore you are."

When he told me he could not hold back- I stopped for a moment. Let him calm down, "You are not going to get off that easy, do you understand?? You will cum when I say so."

(Part two, click here.)

spent

2007-06-11T22:41:00.000-07:00

I am exhausted. I was going to blog tonight, but I caught Z on line and like the loyal slut I am, I give him my attention. He was still at work, but had time and I was grateful to give him some of mine. We play cat and mouse, Z and I. He lets me go, and I run and get into trouble, and he drags me back to his side, kneeling at his feet and begging for his adoration. He gives it freely, and I thrive on it.

Tonight he wanted to test me. He wanted to see if I would perform for him. When we are fucking, he loves to watch me. He loves to step outside of himself and his pleasure and watch me. Watch me riding his cock, or wrapping my lips around him. He adores me. He has been showering me with attention lately, too much attention. Perhaps I got too pushy, or too demanding. And now he felt I needed to be put back in my place.

Z: do I own you, you slut?

me: yes

Z: You know I want you. I want you now.

I want you to fuck yourself for me now

me: now?

Z: now. Get your fucking cock.

me: ok

Z: that's what I want you to do.

just fuck yourself, whore. Jeezus. Get on the bed.

take the laptop with you, and set up the camera so I can watch you

I want to talk dirty to you while you fuck yourself like my slut.

I did as I was told and set up the camera as he further instructed. I placed my dildo on a firm pillow and straddled the it, slowly lowering myself on it. I was riding his cock while he watched me. My hands rested on the small computer tray while he watched me grinding on this cock. Imagining it to be him while he encouraged and teased me.

Z: First, let me see you. On display for me.

That's a good girl. Now get on that cock. Slowly.

Z: Imagine I'm lying below you

I want to see your cunt as it slips around my cock

I could see my cunt on the screen, sinking down on the rubber cock. But seeing his words, knowing his was watching set my skin on fire. I needed to feel his touch. To feel his cock pulsing inside me. His hands in my hair, his voice in my ear. Controlling me. This was not ths same, but it would have to do for now. I stared at his words, reading them while I started to grind on the cock.

He wanted me to fuck him. To watch me fucking his cock. To see my face, to watch my body tremble and my power slip away. He wanted me to surrender to him. Once more.

Z: I want you to fuck me faster.

I'm digging in my fingertips again, pulling you toward me and pushing you away

My hand pulling your hair

fuck, fuck. Fuck bitch. You feel so good

I want you to get close, so close.

I don't think you're ready to cum yet. Stroke again, up and down.

Oh, I love how my cock feels inside you

I can feel you all around me

and you're starting to sweat for me

it's so hot. Fucking work, sweat!

fuck me faster. Fuck harder!

I drag my finger nails up your back

turning my fingers sideways, so the tips of my fingernails make lines of fire on your skin

until my fingertips reach your hair

and I grab it

twist and pull

until you arch your back

and I pull more with one hand, and slap your ass with the other

fucking FUCK me bitch.

I was lost. My head was thrown back and I was fucking him. Fucking, feeling his hands in my hair, his fingers gripping tightly into my hips. I could feel him. I could smell the clean sweat on his skin, and feel his warm flesh beneath me. I forgot about the camera, and was fucking, fucking hard, waiting for permission. Fuck, I could not cum without permission, not with him watching. He could see my need. Could see that I was right on the edge. He wanted to keep me there, on the edge of this torture, until I asked him, begged him- to please let me cum.

Z: I pinch, and bite, increasing the force of both at the same time.

Fuck me!

I'm loving it, making you my slave, my whore

I can't take it anymore

I want to fuck you now

I want to pound into you

I need to fuck you hard, and release all my frustration into your cunt.

I was aching to cum and resting right on the edge. I knew that I could not hold out much longer. I needed permission.

Z: Take it bitch.

Fucking take it.

me: can I cum please....

please

Z: oh yes,

cum now bitch

fucking cum, I want to feel you cum

I can feel the cum building up in my balls

and my cock hardening even more, ready to fucking cum

Cum for me baby. Cum for me, you fucking slut. I'm going to fucking cum and I want you to cum all over me.

His permission released me and I thrusted harder, grinding the cock in my cunt and moaning and cursing like a whore. He could not hear me, but he could see me. Groaning and calling out his name. oh fuck, mother fucking whore, fuck me, oh god fuck me.

Z: fuck, good girl. I am going to leave you with a scar.

I'm going to write the letters M I N E across your back.

Get on your knees and fuck that cunt slut.

I collapsed on the side of the bed and pushed my ass in the air where he could still see it. I reached between my legs and pushed the dildo in, faster and harder until I came once more. My hips thrusting at the dildo and savoring the fuck he was giving me. I am again, a vision of his own desire and he is taking me in like property. His property.

Finally I collapse into the bed, my body still spasming and still moaning and cursing. My legs, the bed, and the pillow is soaked in my cum. I lean over to the keyboard. my arms are heavy and my legs are weak. I am dripping in sweat, exhausted. Dominated.

me: thank you.

Z: you're a good girl baby.

you were a good slut, did what you were told

Now go get some sleep slut. Tomorrow I will be back so you need your energy. I want you again.

me: thank you, master.

My legs are still shaking and I know tomorrow they will be sore. My cunt has been completely fucked and my thighs ache from the thrusting. He sees me rubbing my sore legs and my aching pussy.

Z: It will remind you of who owns you. Perhaps next time you will not forget.

tear down

2007-06-09T16:27:00.000-07:00

he's so fucking hot he deserves to be on more than just my mind.
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I am feeling quite vicious lately.

Wanting to turn my own tables and find someone to fuck senseless. m and I have been exchanging dirty emails and now I just want to get between his legs and break his virgin ass while I suck his cock. Fuck him hard with my fingers, as if I had a cock of my own while he squirms and thrashes. Put him on all fours while I fuck his ass and pull his cock back and suck on him, jerking him, squeezing his balls- hurting him. He doesn't want pain, but he wants to be a nasty slut. And a little bit of pain is part of the territory baby. I want to see you at the edge. It hurts but it feels too fucking good to stop. Surrender your inhibitions and give me your fucking soul.

The vision of a beautiful man, getting invaded, fucked and completely surrendering to me. god damn. Actually the vision of this man doing anything is enough to get me wet and get my heart pounding out of my chest. Sometimes I think I imagined him into reality...

He is so aggressively sexy...

I'd love to cum in your mouth then have you kiss me with a mouth full of my cum... i'd suck it from your mouth and spit it on your tits.

I think we want to break each other so equally, it could get dangerous.

anything you write, can and will be blogged.

2007-06-07T08:13:00.000-07:00

badbadgirlx to tyler
I know what a nasty whore I can be. I want to know what a dirty fucking slut you'll be for me. How bad I can make you ache and want me. I want to think about you fucking your hand for me while you watch me fuck myself with a dildo and make you watch me- then you can lick me clean after I've made myself cum so you can taste me and get addicted from the first taste of my cunt.

tyler to badbadgirlx
Oh fuck...making my mouth water....I want to lick and suck that pussy so bad...tell me what you want...I'll do anything for that pussy baby...tell me how you want me to jack this cock for you. I'll do it anyway you want baby...tell me what to do...fuck Ive never had a woman talk to me like this baby oh fuck tell me what you want...

This is torture...pure torture. My cock is so hard it hurts. Your e-mails have my head spinning right now...I feel dizzy with the need to be inside you. I am naked except for the boxers I have pushed to my ankles. My thighs are spread and my dick is jutting out, throbbing. I hate even admitting how foggy my head is getting as I stare at that picture of your ass. You know that picture drives men crazy which makes it even sexier. All I want in the world right now is to push my hard cock between those plump round cheeks...to squeeze them hard around my shaft and thrust back and forth, my balls dragging over your wet pussy lips....oh god...

badbadgirlx to tyler
I should have told you I was leaving for the day. I'm sure you didn't wait for me. You probably tugged and stroked that cock of yours until you came all over your stomach. I should have made you wait for me to tell you to cum. Would you have waited. Would you let me torture you. Make you jerk your cock in your dirty hands until you were soooo close, and then make you wait.
Mmmm, you got me aching bad. I wish I could see you, on your knees like a bitch, jerking your cock for me. I would stand in front of you and make you suck my clit. eat it, bitch.

Sugasm #82

2007-06-06T18:57:00.000-07:00

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filling the need

2007-06-05T22:23:00.000-07:00

I limped into the bedroom, trying to stay off my hurt foot. Bending over to lean on my bed, I raised and lowered on my feet, stretching and working out my aching arch. I heard him coming down the hallway and I knew he would see me, bent over the bed, my ass facing the doorway. I thought to stand back up, not trying to start anything with him- but I didn't. My foot was hurting and he would just have to deal with my ass.

He stopped in the doorway and entered the room. I felt his hand on my back and he apologized for my pain. I continued to raise onto my toes, pushing the weight on the balls of my feet- lifting my ass into the air in front of him. He ran his hands over my back in wide circles as his other hand cupped around my upper thigh, pulling me back against him. His cock was getting thick against my ass as he pushed it into me. I continued my exercise, now rubbing my ass up and down against his cock and moaning as I stretched.

We had agreed that we would not fuck anymore. Our relationship would remain friendly and copasetic but continuing a sexual relationship was out of the equation. I figured he would stop and walk away, so I somewhat ignored his cock, getting harder still as he used me to rub his cock against. I admit, I felt my blood start to heat up but I was not going to encourage or ask him for more than he might be willing to give. If he wanted it, he would have to take it.

He seemed to know that I was playing hard to get because he didn't back away. His hand rubbed my back a bit harder, moving up to my hair and grabbing a handful and pulling it while his other hand curled deeper around my thigh, grazing me with this fingers. I gasped as he cupped his hand over my pussy and pressed against me. He pulled me to a standing position and leaned into my neck, kissing me in the spot behind my neck. He knew my hot spots. I let my back sink into him. His hands came reached under my top and unhooked my bra between my breasts. He pushed it away as his fingers cupped them, resting them in his hands while his thumbs rubbed over my nipples, growing hard under his touch. He pinched my nipples, hard. I cried out but my knees buckled with the pleasure it gave me. He curled with my body, not letting go, but continuing to clamp down and tug at my nipples.

"Do you like that? Do you want me to pull and bite on you?" He turned me around and pushed me down on the bed. His warm body fell over me as he took my breast into his mouth- biting on my nipple until I took in a sharp breath and held it, then moaned out as he let go, pushing away and standing up "Fuck, you will always get me like this. Mmmmm, you little bitch, you."

I sat up on the bed and reached for his cock. He took a step away from me but I stood up and leaned in to him. Ihooked my thumbs into his shorts and pulled them down as I lowered to my knees. He resisted, barely, taking a step away, but backing against the nightstand. I grabbed his cock and wrapped my lips around him. His cock was hot and thick between my lips. He moaned quick and fast, almost shocked at my boldness and how good it felt. I also knew his hotspots. I knew how to get him right where I wanted him. I wrapped my hands around the base of his cock and sucked on him. Massaging his thickness with my tongue and the roof of my mouth. I held him tight, trapping him in the warmth of my wet lips, moaning and working his cock, milking him for the cream I was thirsty for.

Focusing on his pleasure, I felt the blood rushing through me. I had been craving a hard cock in my mouth and he was what I needed. I sucked him hard and fast, building him right to the edge until I heard him whisper to me. "Fuck I'm gonna cum baby." I moaned encouragement and continued, feeling his quick thrusts and then the sweet, salty cream on my tongue. I groaned as I ate his cum, swallowing and feeding on his cock until he was empty and he caressed my cheek to release his cock from my mouth.

Standing, I kissed him. He wrapped his arms around me and sucked my tongue, tasting the remnants of his sex from my mouth. It was fast and impersonal, but filled a need. Sometimes I don't need anymore than that.

TMI Tuesday

2007-06-05T16:50:00.000-07:00

1. Should guys wear pink?
Sure why not?? I admit, it can be eyebrow raising, but it doesn't matter.

2. Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed?
Closed. I admit that sometimes I will sneak an eye open, but you close your eyes, to submit to the kiss. I love kissing. A good kiss will get me really worked up fast.

3. What is the first "non-physical" feature you tend to notice about a person you find attractive?
A sense of humor, or a persons laugh. I love a man who can laugh whole heartedly.

4. Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
Yes. It can be very sexy to feel his skin while water runs over his body. Kissing with the water coming between your bodies, it slicks everything up.

5. Would you rather receive amazing oral sex or have amazing sex?
Amazing sex. Oral sex is good but I don't get it as often as I'd like. Even so, it's the ability to grip, hold on to someone- feel him holding on to me. It's euphoric.

Bonus (as in optional): If you could say anything you wanted anonymously to anyone, without identifying that person, what would you say?
I have perfected the art of faking my orgasms, so that sometimes I don't even know that I'm faking it. I'm THAT good. You, in fact, were not.

such an attention whore....

2007-05-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

I decided to try my hand (or my lips really) at reading some of my posts. Hopefully later there will be intro music, and some other talking or conversation, but as a test run, I decided to just read something. tell me what you think. You can listen to it right from this page. clever huh??

The player is in the sidebar on the right, scroll down a bit. or click this icon to go to the PodOMatic page.

audio posts??

2007-05-29T14:59:00.001-07:00

I have figured out a way to record my voice as a MP3 and maybe even do a podcast.

Would that interest anyone?? Either audio posts, or perhaps a sex related podcast?? Let me know what you think. leave me a comment or an email at badbadgirlx (at) gmail (dot) com

especially if you have some tips on audio posting or podcasting....

-bbg

just his cunt

2007-05-28T10:41:00.000-07:00

Feeling him. His warm body surrounded me as he lay over me. It had been too long. Hours, days, weeks, months. But he was here now. He climbed over me and rested his body down on mine. Our skin connects, his thighs to mine, his soft cock laying against my pussy, his chest coming down on my breasts. He lowered his head to bury his face into my neck. His hands bury into my hair and he inhaled the scent of my skin. I exhaled, as if to give him more of me.

The weight of him crushed me as I felt his teeth nip into my skin, gently at first in one spot, then another. His legs moved outside of mine and he pushed his hips, his cock, into me. He groaned and then whispered to me. "It's been too long baby- you need to be reminded who you belong to." He moved down farther, kissing and biting at my skin. Each pinch of his teeth awakened my senses and familiarized my body to his touch, his pattern. Gentle and playful at first, only at first.

Scooping one breast into his hand, he took my nipple into his mouth. His other hand moved under my back and lifted back into an arch. He loves me in this position. Surrender and passion. His warm lips cover my sensitive areola as his tongue flicks at the nipple in his mouth. He moves to the right side, the more sensitive side and rolls he hard rub between his teeth. Soft fingers aslid between my pussy lips and I can felt my own heat surround his fingers. Rolling off of me, he tells me to turn over and get on my knees. "be my good girl, baby."

Obeying his wishes, I roll onto my stomach and put my knees under me. He moved on the bed, in front of me. He kneeled on the bed and pushed his cock in my face. Lifting my chin, he watches me as he drags his cock across my cheeks. Rubbing it across my lips. His eyes tell me that I'm not to take his cock in my mouth until I'm told. I open and close my eyes, adoring his cock against my skin like a needy kitten. He knows that I crave to taste him. My cunt was exposed and wet and my need, growing. But I thrive on his attention. My blood flows for his adoration.

"Open your mouth for me, cockslut," he whispered, "but just open." My mouth opened for him, his hand still under my chin. He pushed his cock into my mouth. I did not close my mouth on him, I just let him slide it in- past my lips, until he whispered, "now close, baby." My mouth closed down around him. My lips tightening and my tongue and the walls of my mouth creating a warm hole. "Stay still," he said as he started to move in and out of my mouth. I kept my mouth tight around him as he fucked me. I wanted to suck, to tease, to milk his cock with my throat- but I was just his fuck hole for now. He thrived on my submission. His hands moved to my hair, taking handfuls in each hand and thrusting, while pulling me towards him. My mouth wrapped tight around his cock, causing him to thrust harder. "Ah, you feel so good, your mouth is like a cunt baby. so...fucking...tight. Don't move slut. I fucking...own...you." My cunt aching and dripping as he adored and berated me.

I could feel him throbbing. His cock pulsing. His hips starting to tremble with each thrust and the words poured from his lips as he started to lose his control, "god damn, you delicious whore...that's right baby. You're my fucking bad girl. mine. fuck it... swallow... swallow my cock. ahh fuck, right there... don't fucking stop. you like being my fuck hole baby. just a cunt for me to fuck. for me to shove my cock." His thrusts grew harder, as did his frustration. It was not enough to fuck my mouth, he needed me. He needed me to take him, suck him, milk his cock and adore it. For all his desire to control, to dominate- he still needed me. "Do it baby," he hissed at me, frustrated, and aching, "fuck. now baby. god damn you."

I grabbed his cock hard with one hand and moved on him. My mouth wrapping and twisting on him, feeling him throb and jerk into my mouth. I slid my lips up and down his solid shaft- sucking and stroking him- fast and steady. He moaned and continued to curse me while my assault on his cock continued. He watched me, his cum hungry slut, working his cock as his orgasm hit it's peak. He thrust hard into me, the head of his cock pushing into my throat again and again. I heard him groan hard, and he wrapped his hands around my head pushing me down on him and holding me there. I felt his cum pumping through his cock and then the hot cream hit my throat. He let go of my head so I could wrap my lips around him and suck and swallow his cum. He pumped his load into my mouth, moaning and grunting as I drained him.

Shaking, he fell forward on the bed and pulled me towards him. Kissing me and taking my hand and pushing it between my legs, "mmmm. does this cunt belong to me baby?"

I didn't have to answer.

put your hands on me.... fantasy friday

2007-05-25T10:51:00.000-07:00

I can't get enough of her. I want to lay her down and straddle her cock. Thick hard cock that feels so real. She is so fucking hot and I have wanted this for so long... too long. She makes me so god damn hot my body aches for her.

She reluctantly agrees to let me get on top of her, even though she usually likes to be on top the first time. She is so sexy, laying back, leaning on her elbows, her hard cock jutting out at me while I get on all fours, licking and sucking it. She smiles at me- turned on watching me. Her eyes are small and fixed on my mouth, wrapped around her cock. My hand travels under the cock and run my fingers in the soft folds of her cunt. She eyes me, warning me. She won't be penetrated by me. That's not her thing. I know better- and it's our first time, I just touch her, run my fingers over the area- wishing I could taste her.

I drag my body over her, letting her cock drag between my tits as my lips mover over and kiss her. finally... she tastes like honey. her skin smells like brown sugar and I pull her lip into my mouth, sucking on it- and flicking my tongue into her mouth. She is as delicious as I imagined and I' am already drunk on her.

I rub my cunt over her cock, feeling the veins run between my pussy folds, adding to my sensation, my skin is tingling, and I feel dizzy already. I kiss her harder, hungry and wanting. Not dominating. She won't be dominated. She won't be taken. She will let me have, she will give, but she will not be taken. My breath is shallow and broken. moans escape into her mouth as the head of her cock pushes into the opening of my hot cunt. As I slide down, she moans back into my mouth. Feeling my body, push the cock into her body. My head falls backwards, and her mouth meets my breast. Taking a nipple into her mouth. I feel her tongue stud against it.

I feel everything.

I want to sit back on her, take her cock in. But I can't pull away from her skin. I lean down into her and taste her flesh while I start to grind on her cock. Feeling her hard thick cock- opening me, and taking me. filling the void I have felt since the first day I saw her. I know what she wants. I want to give it to her. I know what she aches for, what isn't being given to her- what she craves. What she confided in me. I rock against her. Pushing the cock inside me, but pushing my cunt against hers through the base of her cock. It stands between us. The ribbed texture rubs against her clit while I fuck her. I concentrate on my clit, pushing down on her. Making her feel. Imaging that there is no cock between us- and that my clit is rubbing on hers. The ultimate kiss. I watch her, fucking her, and having my pleasure- but watching her. Watching her body move. Feeling her thrust upwards to meet me. Our wet pussies, grinding against this cock that invades me- that rubs against my g-spot. She will not let me fuck her, I know this- but I want to. I want to push my fingers inside her pussy and rub her g-spot and eat every drop of her delicious cum.

Her eyes are burning into me and her lips fall open, just a bit. Her hips continue to thrust at me, short shallow thrusts. Reaching and aching for it. I move with her, grinding my cunt against the base of the cock and watching her. Her chest rise and fall. My legs start to tremble and I'm going to cum soon. The cock filling me, my clit pushing, rubbing against her through this cock. I don't need the cock, I just need her clit. I need to feel her wet cunt against mine. Our soaking cunts rubbing and grinding against each other.

fuck.... her name escapes my lips. I want to cry out. Finally her hands grab my shoulders and she pushes me downwards, while thrusting upwards. Grinding against me. Rocking her hips, her legs open and her feet planted on the bed, she digs the cock into me. fucks me. meets me.

We cum together. Sweating and panting. Pushing against each other until we are exhausted. She looks contented. She smiles at me. Kisses me again. Her lips still taste like honey.

And her cock is still hard.

HTN.... I'm baaaaack......

2007-05-24T22:10:00.000-07:00

Still hiding, but maybe if you ask me nicely....

focus

2007-05-18T19:32:00.000-07:00

need. it's always when I should be focused on something, all I can think about are distractions. Good distractions that put an aching in my cunt but make it harder to focus. I need to slip away, into the bedroom- alone. just for a few minutes.

Locking the door behind me. I reach over to my side drawer and grab my favorite vibe. It's small and I don't even have to take my pants off. Laying on my back, I push the vibe down my panties and turn it on, slowly. Letting the vibrations flow through me. ahhhh, damn.

Quickly, I don't have too much time. I hate being in a rush- it pushes me over the edge, fast. too fast. Already I feel my clit start to pulse as I open my legs and push the vibe right over the top of my clit. so sensitive. burning.... fuck....yessssssss

I whisper his name, over and over. It always makes me cum. My eyes closed, and he's here with me. watching me. pushing his fingers inside me, adding to the harsh vibrations. telling me, demanding me. Cum, baby... cum now. Cum right fucking nnnnow, slut.

It fucking hurts, burns... ahh fuck. But I can feel it coming, just wait for it. fuck, yes.
Cum for me, my beautiful cockslut. Be my good girl.
I can hear his voice. Feel his breath on my neck. Smell his skin.

Thrusting my ass up and down with the vibrations. Fucking them. Letting the wave come, take me down, pull me under for too long until my chest is burning because I can't breath. And then it comes, the gasp of air, the heat of the sun on my skin- burning through me. Taking it in reveling in it. My body convulsed and jerked as I rode it out.

Perhaps 4 hours away, his cock throbbed at bit- and he knew he just had me, without even trying.

Now, back to work....

-----
(check my dirty mind for an update.)

what's in a fantasy?

2007-05-11T17:43:00.000-07:00

is it the quiet moments I have when I'm alone, fucking my cunt, about the things that can never happen? or reliving memories of...

mmmm, kissing, pressing flesh. his sweat dripping on to my skin. fucking me, again and again... over and over. more. more. more. kissing, suprising, lots of kissing.

his constant thrusts, forcing me to lean forward, pushing my cunt up to him and cradling his cock with my g-spot- does he even know that in this angle he's hitting it perfectly? it doesn't matter. my moans are getting louder, and his thrusts get harder. He doesn't pull my hair, he doesn't spank me, or cuss at me. he doesn't call me a whore, or a slut. his teeth meet my flesh, and I tell him, harder.... he complies and his cock thickens as I moan with pleasure. he is not concerned with my pleasure, and maybe I'm not so concerned with his. this is mutual. this is fucking and nothing more.

pushing and pounding me... until I am exhausted. I am covered in sweat and cum. and I finally tell him to stop. it's been hours, and I can't take any more.

i have to stop. i am raw and sore. and dizzy from the alcohol. one more time.... rock hard, nailing me once more. holy fuck, he's a god damn machine.

ok, now- we have to stop.

and he has to go, because I will just keep fucking him if he doesn't go.

Satisfied- HNT

2007-05-09T23:35:00.000-07:00

The beast has been satisfied.

for now.

fucks like a knife

2007-05-07T13:57:00.000-07:00

For m.

The tightness that burns in my chest is cut as your cock tears into my cunt from behind. Crying out, you push your fingers into my mouth and let me bite down on your hand. fucking whore, you spit at me- pulling your hand away and grabbing a handful of my hair at the scalp, pulling my head back, is this what you want?

Pushing hard into me, again and again- each thrust comes with a pull back on my hair and a violent grunt from deep within you. A hard slap on my thigh, then my ass and I gasp, and then moan. Cum on my cock. That's right, baby. Fucking cum on my cock.

My cunt is being pounded, the tightness in my chest melts into heat and mixes with the hot intensity of the fuck. Bruised, filled, torn. It hurts, the balance of pleasure and pain- my brain can't focus on just one. Need takes over me and I am begging you fuck, please... please make me cum.

I feel you, your finger pushing into my ass, violating me. I am thrashing, wild and lost. Pushing back against your cock- rocking my hips and fucking you. My cunt swells and I feel my cum, dripping from my swollen cunt. Burning and building, your cock cuts into me. Raw, your cock is like a knife, stabbing at me. I envision my cunt, swelling, bleeding, aching, wanting.

Your cock swells and the cum rages through you- my cunt grips down on you, milking your cock, fucking it, fucking you, fucking me.... obscene imagines fill my head as obscene words fall from my lips. My head lowers and I cum in a wave of fuck. My hand pushes between my legs to rub my clit, I reach farther and grab your balls, squeezing them hard, pushing the cum from you, filling me with your cum and growling wildly at me. I grip and pull them while you push your final load into me, warming my cunt with your thick cream- soothing me, feeding me. I reach between us and feel your cock, throbbing, emptying the last of your cum into me, feeling the hot sticky mix of our cum and rubbing my clit with it. Greedily taking in the final aftershocks.

I collapse onto the bed, and you fall on top of me, crushing my body beneath you. I push my fingers into your mouth for a taste, and let you lick my fingers clean.

mmmm, you're a bad little cunt.

losing the dare

2007-05-05T22:58:00.000-07:00

"I fucking dare you," he said.

I stood in front of him, barely dressed. My tight black tank top and soaked panties, hand on my hips, breathless.

"Come on. Fuck me baby. Conquer me. Master me."
My eyes almost welled up with tears. I wasn't sure why he was doing this. I wasn't sure how to respond. What was going on?

"Tame me," he said, "I fucking dare you."

I cursed myself for my big mouth. We were arguing and I told him he just needed someone to fuck him up, just once. Someone to maybe put him in HIS place for a change. And so here we were.

"I'm not scared of you," I said, working up my nerve. Not even sure how to proceed. I had been his slut, his slave for so long- I wasn't sure I could be dominant with him. Not with HIM. Why was he changing the game?

"Oh no?" he said," pulling the belt through the loops of his pants. My heart jerked as it thwaped through loop after loop. Wondering what he would do if I did not take his challenge. He threw the belt onto the bed, "Come here baby."

I took the steps towards him. Looking not at the ground, but in his eyes, defiantly. "I'm not afraid of you," I said to him, taking deep breaths, breathing in sex, and power. Strength.
He leaned into my ear, his hand curling up into my hair. His voice raspy and low, "Prove it, slut."

I pulled away from him with a rage in my eyes. I was angry, frustrated, nervous, and... hot. So fucking hot I could feel the sex crawling right under the surface of my skin. I moved his hand out of my hair and placed in on my cunt. He cupped it in his large hand, feeling the damp heat through my panties. "Be a good boy," I hissed at him, "Eat my pussy."

His eyes moved down my body as he pulled my panties down over my hips and moved down to his knees. I turned and walked toward the couch, I looked back at him, kneeling, pushing my panties into his pocket. "Follow me. on you knees" I turned back and kept on to the couch. I was so tempted to see him, on his knees crawling behind me, but I didn't. I felt him behind me, and I turned and sat down, opening my legs, exposing my cunt to him. "Now. Let me feel your tongue on my clit."

He placed his hands on my knees and moved his mouth down over my cunt, "sssslowly," I purred as his tongue started making circles around my clit, "that's it baby... taste how wet you make me." His tongue kept it's smooth rotation around my clit as his lips closed over me. My hips thrust forward as I pushed my cunt into his face. He devoured me and I was lost. His tongue on my cunt was not something that happened often. For some reason, we hardly ever got there I was also so focused on him. Sometimes I resented his lack of attention to my aching cunt, other times I simply could not wait long enough.

I sunk my nails into his shoulders, fuck me, I hissed at him. He snaked a hand towards me and pushed two fingers into my cunt. His mouth moved away from me as his fingers invaded me. Pushing inside me deep, gripping on to my gspot, moving up and down on it. His thumb rubbed my clit, pinching me, fingering my sex, balancing me on the edge. I arched my back, looking down at him, our eyes locking. His eyes burned through me, I read them without words. I wasn't to cum yet.

Who was in control? I balanced on the edge, and he was pushing me, daring me. My body ached to release, but my brain held me, I couldn't let go. "What?" he taunted me, "You can't cum without permission? Huh, you're nothing but my slut are you? say it. " He pushed harder on my cunt, by body thrashed... aching. He pounded his fingers into me, "Don't." he hissed at me, "Don't you fucking do it."

I growled at him, wanting to defy him- wanting to prove to him that I controlled my own body. That I give myself to him, he doesn't take me. But... I couldn't.

"God damn you!" I hissed at him and pushed him off of me. He fell backwards on to the floor. I pulled his pants off and I climbed over him, my cunt on his face. My juices ran down his face as he ate my cunt. I grinded my cunt, fucked his mouth. I leaned forward and exhaled my hot breath on his cock. He thrust his cock towards me, but I pulled back. My cunt ached, my body screamed, I wanted his cock. His hot thick cock, in my face, but I needed to make him ache for me. I needed to cum, I needed to prove it.

ahhh fuck, his tongue was like electricity on me. The position was what I needed, dominant, dirty, in control... I ached for it. I craved for it. My hips trembled and I felt as if balancing on my knees was too much. I dug my fingers into him, for balance, pushing my cunt- digging deep for release. slowly, agonizing. fuck, oh fuck... it was there... god damn him, right there.

My brain begged him, please, let me cum baby. please- tell me to cum. Fuck. please.... I couldn't bring myself to ask, to beg, but could not, not without being told. my brain betrayed my body. When my mouth opened, it wasn't from my brain, it was sex. The fuck overtook my soul and when my mouth opened he heard all he needed as I whispered, in total agony, "please...."

His response was a moan, he was waiting for it. he knew.

mmhmm

My body let go and I fell foward, grabbing his cock and wrapping my mouth around it. I thrust and fucked, my body was lost and I came from head to toe, feeling waves of pleasure through skin, pouring over him. Our bodies connected and I wrapped my arms under his ass, pushing his cock into my mouth, melting into him. I was dizzy, I could feel my body spinning, but I was alive again. electric.

I moaned and purred as I found myself on his cock, facing away from him. I held on to the couch and thrust a few times, listening to him curse at me, "You need me, slut. You know it. Cum again baby. Do it now." I thrust harder and fasted, my body finding it again, that heavenly spot, where the beast lives and breathes. I grunted and fucked his cock. Needing, craving, "Hurt me..." I whispered.

Sharp nails dug into my back, breaking the skin. I cried out, but it was too late. I was already cumming, soaking his cock, losing control. My whole body was blazing, even my hair tingled. His cock throbbed, I could feel him. I knew what he wanted. What he loved. I pulled off of him and wrapped my mouth around him as he thrust into me. I tasted my sweet salty cunt, my thick cum on my own lips as he shot his own thick cream into my mouth. "ah you beautiful girl. you fucking beautiful slut," he moaned as he released. I swallowed, again and again- the taste of both of our sex mingled in my mouth. Feeding me. reminding me who where I belong

...and who I belong to.

HNT

2007-05-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't written much in over a week and I have all these thoughts in my head. I've been so busy at work I barely have the time to read my favorite blogs.

I almost feel guilty keeping all these dirty mental images and hot fucking to myself. It's no fun when I can't share it... well, almost.

I took this pic for my dear friend Andy, who's been thru some lousy crap lately- starting on the day I took this picture actually.

I really need to get a new fucking camera.

Happy HNT. Hopefully this weekend I can get caught up on all my filthy friends.

Sugasm #77

2007-05-02T22:26:00.000-07:00

The best of this weeks blogs by the bloggers who blog them.

This Week’s Picks
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Keyword erotica (kislee.naughtyblog.net…)
“I lifted her hips to get access to my zipper.”

Worth Waiting For Part 1 (deliciously-naughty.typepad.com…)
“She and I abandoned our panties, I ditched my shoes, and we relieved Sexyhusband of all his clothes.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Rewriting Fleshbot’s Tagline (sugarbank.com…)

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Potential Security Problem with Google Mail (viviane212.blogspot.com…)

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alive

2007-04-26T20:00:00.000-07:00

I feel strong tonight. alive. I want to fuck. I don't want to BE fucked. I want you to hurt for me. you owe me this, I have laid down for you many a night. tonight it's my turn.

my sex is alive and I feel like I have a cock. a source of power and intensity. I want you to suck me. let me fuck your mouth. lay on the bed with your head laying off the bed, upside down- I will stand over you, and push my slick cunt in your mouth. suck it, my cock. I own you with it. take it, be good for me.

mmm, pushing my cock into your face and watching you strain to take it. suck on it. fuck, you look beautiful lying there. your body exposed to me. I want to devour you. need to own you. run my tongue from your neck down to your toes, lick, suck and bite you. make you moan for me. make you ache for me. cover you with the need that drips from my skin, my desire, my fuck, pouring over you. bathe in it.

my cunt feels heavy, pressure. I need to cum. I feel your lips, pulling and sucking on it. mmmm, you are being so good for me, so lovely. I pull away and climb on top of you, rub my cunt against you, pushing against you like a naughty boy, rubbing his cock against his first girlfriend. you look a bit concerned, are you scared of me?

I straddle over you, cradling your sex with the wet slick curves of mine. grinding and rocking slowly. fucking you. thrusting back and forth on you, short fast thrusts. looking down at you, powerful and dominant. I want to push and grind my cunt, my mental cock into you. fill your insides, tear you in half, climb inside your fucking soul. my clit, like a cock, rubs and thrusts at you. pushing and throbbing. I lean forward, and grab your shoulder, leveraging and grinding, fucking you into submission. I lean into your ear and whisper- do you like the way I fuck you?? but you know better than to answer. my body takes over me, and I have a cock. I am fucking you, you are so good to me, so obedient. I continue to fuck, my body jerking, growling at you. my brain is racing and white heat pulses through my veins and my cock begins to tingle and throb as I hiss words at you, "I want you to swallow my cum."

your eyes close in complete surrender and your mouth falls open as I move over you. I push my cock over your mouth, grabbing your hair and pulling you in. You swallow me as I cum, dripping my cream into your mouth. I convulse and jerk into your mouth, cussing at you, owning you.

claiming you as mine.

connected

2007-04-22T20:14:00.000-07:00

The back of his fingers traced the lips of my pussy over my thin panties. He had long memorized the folds of my pussy. My skin was as familiar to him as his own and he knew what every move of my body meant. He could stir up cravings in me as quickly as I could do it on my own. A soft moan and he pulled my panties over my hips and threw them to the floor. He laid down next to me and ran the flat of his palm down my stomach, and lower.

His fingers parted the lips of my cunt. Pushing his palm down against my skin, his fingers dug into me, the flat of his hand keeping connection with the folds of my pussy, my hard clit. His fingers slid out, rubbing over my pussy, sliding my clit between his fingers. In and out, fucking me, rubbing me. Slowly. I groaned, aching. My legs fell open for him and I thrust my hips up and down to counter his fingers.

He watched me writhe and move under him. His eyes bore down on me. They were fixed on my eyes, but he could feel my whole body. He pushed harder and groaned in his throat, encouraging me, as I came- my cunt gripping him as his fingers moved with the curves of my body and the rocking in my hips.

Kneeling between my legs, he dipped his mouth into my slit and wrapped his warm lips around my clit. He sucked gently on my clit, moving his lips up and down as if to elongate it. My sex was so sensitive, I felt his lips, the grooves of his tongue, sucking, flicking, licking. He twirled his tongue over my clit, until he reached the sweet spot and I came. My orgasm ran like thick warm liquid through my body, hot, slow and sinful.

I pushed him away from me, closing my legs and rolling to one side. My hand running through my hair and my body tingling, deep satisfying breaths filling my lungs. He pushed me over onto my stomach and climbed over my ass. His hand connected with a sharp smack on my ass. I cried through my haze, as he gripped my hips and lifted my ass towards him. He pushed his cock between my legs and slid towards me. I felt him push between my thighs, but I could not open for him. He wanted me tight, to struggle, I could hear it in his growls as he exhaled. He kept my thighs together with his legs, even though I pushed against him to open them. He pushed his cock through my thighs, feeling my ass against his skin and touched the opening of my wet cunt. I moaned, feeling the ache in my cunt burn through me. I needed to feel his cock, sliding into my opening. Filling me, and releasing me from my own skin. I needed the connection- my soul craved it. The beast demanded it. I pushed my ass in the air and exposed my cunt to him- demanding he fuck me. Fuck me now.

He gripped my shoulder with one hand as he pushed his cock in to me, hard and fast. My head threw back as I cursed him to give me what I wanted. More. I needed more. Always more. I knew he could give it to me. He pushed his cock into me, grinding his cock into my gspot. Short deep thrusts that knew the way. He was expert inside me, his cock dancing inside my cunt, filling my spaces. The beast inside me growled, the fuck overwhelmed me. I lowered my head and bit down on the pillow case, my body exploding as I pushed. Rocked back against him, my cunt gripping his cock deep inside me as he filled me with hot thick cum. I could feel him cumming, see him- thick cream flowing inside me, the pulsing walls of my cunt absorbing, feeding off of his sex, sending waves of pleasure through me.

I continued to thrust, downward- grinding his cock against my g-spot. Shuddering at the sensation. I was exhausted, but insatiable. It was so good, I wanted more, please, more. I pushed my fingers between my legs and stroked my clit. It was hard and sensitive as I pushed circles around it. His cock twitched and throbbed inside me as I continued to push against him. I felt his thick cum drip out of my cunt and I rubbed it against my clit, slower, harder. Building until another orgasm consumed me. This time, sharp, hard, piercing, violent. My legs shook and I bucked my hips, fucking my clit with cum smeared fingers.

My whole body came down on the bed. The smell of fuck and sweat filled the room, filled my senses as my body came down slowly and relaxed. I lay perfectly still, savoring the moment and drifting off into a delicious sleep.

Just a little tweak in my day...

2007-04-19T19:55:00.000-07:00

I'm pressed for time but you know how I love to play. I call this one:

HNT in a pinch!!

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday!!

In Bed with Michelle L'amour

2007-04-17T21:57:00.000-07:00

Listen to the audio here.

It was really exciting having a story read by Michelle. Maybe I should find my favorite post of the week and read it online. There is just something different about hearing your words said aloud by someone else.

Thanks Michelle. I will be listening in each week. Check it out!

devotion

2007-04-15T16:09:00.000-07:00

I invited him over this afternoon because my ex did not to show up as planned to visit the kids. A few phone calls and I had a sitter round up and the afternoon to myself. He hadn't called in a few weeks, but I knew he would still show. I left the back door partially open which was his invitation to come inside. I was sitting on the couch, watching tv. He sat down next to me. Kissed me on the cheek.

I didn't ask why he hadn't called, or if he was still seeing that girl. It didn't really matter. We watched TV silence. He leaned back on the couch and put his arm around me and I sunk into him- relaxing and enjoying the silence and the company. When the show was over he grabbed the remote and clicked off the tv.

He curled his face into my neck and kissed me. I extended, giving him access to me. He kissed up my neck to and pressed his lips against mine. Gently at first. Tasting my lips and holding my face as he pushed me back on the the couch. I let him lay down on me, kissing me and pulling my top over my head. My hands wrapped around him, dipped under his shirt and pulled him close to me. Pulling his shirt off, our skin touched and the warmth of his skin enveloped mine. We kissed for a long time. My gently moaning softly into his mouth, responded with deep growls back to me.

His fingers combed thru my hair as he stopped to look down at me. His eyes were, warm. Adoring. Unfamiliar. I laid beneath him and let him him drink me in, unsure of what he was thinking. He looked as if he wanted to say something. Something sweet, or loving even. But he didn't. He just rolled off the couch, taking me with him.

I laughed as we hit the floor, but then proceeded to kiss him, as I was now on top of him. I moved down his chest, tugging at his nipple piercing with my teeth like a playful puppy before taking it in my mouth and flicking it with my tongue. He groaned and pushed his cock up against me. I put my legs on the ground next to him and stood up, straddling his stomach. I carefully climbed out of my shorts and stood above him, giving him a good view of my shaved pussy. I felt sexy and in control and he wasn't stopping me. My looked down at him while my hands ran between my slit while he looked up and watched me. He reached down and shook out of his pants, never taking my eyes off of my fingers, dipping slowly into my pussy. He was stroking his cock slowly. I gently bent my knees, dipping my hips forward and back- creating a dirty little dance for him, while his cock grew harder in his hands. I stepped forward and bent my knees dipping my hips all the way down so my cunt was right at his face. He moaned and kissed me, his tongue darting out for a taste of my slick juices before I raised up against and moved backwards.

I bent my knees again and lowered down on his cock which he guided right into me. I straddled and squatted on him, slowly bouncing on his cock, teasing him. Letting my wet cut drip down his shaft. The yoga and pilates were surely improving my strength because I was able to move up and down, using just my legs. He closed his eyes and groaned, his thick cock already pulsing inside me. I sunk all the way down on him, and dropped my knees to the floor taking him all in.

"Look at me" I whispered to him, "Watch me fuck you."

He looked at me and hissed through his teeth. He was hungry for my fuck, I could see it in his eyes. My hands went to my tits and I pinched my nipples tightly while I rocked back and forth on his cock. He held on to my hips and thrust towards me. I savored each thrust, each rock forward pushing my clit against his body, grinding into his soft trimmed pubic hair. I leaned in to him, pushing and fucking. My hair hanging into his face and my tits gently swaying back and forth.

My orgasm climbed slowly as I fucked him. The swelling of my cunt. I envisioned my gspot, throbbing and pulsing the way his cock does. The insides of my pussy swelling and tightening around his shaft. My brain focused on the sensation. My mind created dirty pictures of his cock being squeezed tight by my cunt, and my g spot swelling over his head. The images were my sensation. I leaned in and my sex devoured us both. I held my body still, just pushing against him. My orgasm, it consumed me. Burned me. My breath held while the flames crawled up thru my lungs and a weakened, helpless cry escaped my lips. I balance on the edge. A slight, so slight shift in my hips and I melted. My sex became liquid, I moved into him. He called out my name, surrendering his own orgasm to mine.

I rocked on him, slower and slower- my body shuddering in after shocks. He pulled me down to him and rolled over on top of me, crushing me with his body, kissing me again. Passionate.

He looked down at me again, ready to speak. I rested my finger over his lips and softly quieted his intention to speak.

Don't ruin this.

craving

2007-04-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

I find lately my days are filled with so much wanting. It leaves me feeling wanting more as I crawl into bed, naked- feeling the cool sheets on my skin. My fingers trail over my skin, focusing on how my fingertips, not the skin they touch. As if to separate my skin from my body and pretend I am touching someone else. Then focus on my skin, not my fingertips, as if someone else is touching me. Pinching my nipples, feeling them harden as my chest instinctively tightens.

My pussy begins to swell, slowly, as the pinch gets harder and my nail digs in. I hold my breath, wondering how much I can take. Can I bleed?

My other hand digs my short, sharp nails, the claws, into the flesh of my other breast, as if to tear through the skin and expose my barely beating heart. Maybe I don't bleed because I don't feel human. I feel cold and closed off from true emotion. What surges through my veins? Violent ice, anger and liquid sex. It fuels me, and electrifies my skin. My brain racing through a raging ocean of fuck as my skin tries to connect with my heart, feeling more than just sex. But that is all there is.

My fingers, claws out, push over my soft belly down to the smooth freshly shaved skin. The raw flesh against my panties has kept me wet all day. The kitten begs to be pet. The claws drag over the smooth soft mons- the nerves below the skin, pushing at the surface. I crave to push the claws into my aching cunt. To tear at the softest flesh and discover if it feels as good as my mind tells me it does. The rush of pain soothes me, as I slap my exposed cunt, feeling the sting and then rush of blood. I reach for my dildo, pushing it deep inside me. Feeling it stretch me wide and deep. Pushing it as far and as deep as it will go and holding it inside me. I slap my cunt again, and then grind against the cock inside me. My fingers dig at my pussy, daring myself to push the claws into my flesh. Wanting to break the skin. Wanting to feel something, more.

The rage under my skin is burning me. Need consumes me as I go for the fuck. I push dildo in farther, moving it and grinding against it. The evil girl inside me tells me to do it. Bleed. Feel the rush of pain I crave. My fingers rubbing furiously at my clit while I pound my cunt harder. I cum, small waves of pleasure- but not the release. Not the fuck that I crave. Do it. I keep fucking, rubbing, harder- my clit becoming raw. I curse at my bodies betrayal. At my need for such deviant behavior. Who have I become??

It didn't matter. I knew what I needed, what I craved. I knew that what the beast wants, she will have. The claws come out. My mind intent and focused on a mere pinpoint, the fuck. My body teeters on a thin line of sexual agony and complete release. The claws turn towards my clit as I push the dildo into my cunt harder and faster, impaling me. The claws dig, slightly to both sides of my swollen clit. As the claws sink in, I feel the sharp sting and I am released. My body thrashes. A deep and tormented cry escapes my mouth. Evil heat consumes me, burning the ice in my veins and allowing hot blood to reenter my body. Sweat drips sex from every pore and I feel alive again. The fuck is complete.

I have surrendered to it. It owns me now.

The Ass that Goes POW!

2007-04-13T11:48:00.000-07:00

One of my stories will be featured on on Fearless Radio, "In Bed with Michelle L'amour".

Monday, April 16th at 9PM CST.

Michelle can be found here and here.

She's a Burlesque Dancer and Miss Exotic World 2005. I wish I knew more about her, but her website has so much to look at, and I am listening to her first podcast right now. She's sexy and funny. I'm so excited to be included in this. Listen in on Monday or check out her site. I will sent out the audio next as soon as it's available for those of you who can't listen in. She has such a sexy voice, you really want to listen to it. I'm excited to hear my words dripping from her lips. Anything coming out of this woman's lips has got to be good.

Thanks Michelle!!

She's a naughty girl...

2007-04-11T23:21:00.000-07:00

My exes girl...

Some secrets will go to the grave.

Some will just cum here...

Click for more....

Ahhh.... revenge is so sweet.